𝙰𝚗𝚝𝚒 𝙷𝚎𝚛𝚘

An Irrational Decision

TW: mentions of blood (but it's a story about Toga what did you expect) and it also mentions kind of self-harm, it will make sense with the context

"Can I have some of your blood?" the girl asked. I was snapped out of my daze.

"Um, what?" I replied. That was one of the weirdest questions I had ever been asked. I also realized that Toga was now directly in front of me. She was practically touching me. Normal I would have just been annoyed because I didn't like people getting in my face but I was... nervous. What is wrong with me? Is it the alcohol? I thought. No, I barely had any and I was normally good at controlling myself no matter how wasted I was. This was something else. 

"I just want a little bit. It won't even hurt. Please," Toga begged.

"No, sorry," I said. I was still really confused about why she wanted my blood.

"Stop it Toga. You're scaring her," the man with burns said. Toga. Even her name was cute. What was I thinking? I couldn't be catching feelings after just meeting someone. Especially after they expressed having a weird thing for blood.

"I am not scaring her. I was just asking," Toga protested. 

"She's not scaring me. I am just not that big on new people," I said. It wasn't fully a lie. I didn't like new people but that wasn't the reason this time. Or was it? I thought. Maybe I was just nervous because of meeting new people. That would explain some of my emotions. Maybe I wasn't catching feelings after all. A wave of my relief rushed over me. However, deep down I knew I was lying to myself. With my new resolve, I gained some of my confidence back. 

"So what is this League of Villains thing?" I asked.

"It's what I have been explaining for the past fifteen minutes," Shigaraki replied.

"Well, I was drunk back then so I can't remember. I sobered up so can you repeat everything," I lied. Somehow Shigaraki didn't catch my lie and explained everything to me again. 

"She wanted a summary, not the entire backstory dumbass," the guy with the burns interrupted. 

"Nice one Dabi." the other person said, "That was pretty rude." 

I raised my eyebrow in confusion. He had just directly contradicted himself. 

"I'm Twice by the way," he said, sticking out his hand. I went to take it but he immediately pulled away.

"You shouldn't be allowed to join the league," he said. 

"Wait what?" I said. I wasn't angry just confused. 

"Twice is just weird like that," Dabi said.

"Shut up Dabi. You don't know what he's been through," Toga defended. 

"And like you do. You have probably had the best life out of us," Dabi said.

"You guys are seriously not fighting over who has the most childhood trauma," I interrupted. 

"Stop bickering idiots," Shigaraki said, he then turned to me, "So will you join the league or not?"

I thought about it for a minute. I did need at least one stable source of income. And maybe it would be nice to have some people in my corner. Then I thought about my parents' reaction to when they would hear the news. That pretty much sealed the deal. Why was I being so optimistic all of a sudden? I wondered. Truthfully, I wasn't being optimistic. I was just trying to justify make an important decision on my feelings. 

"Fuck it. Why not," I said.

"I like that spontaneity," Dabi said, chucking. I couldn't tell if he was being honest or making fun of me. He literally had no expression in his tone. How was I supposed to understand what he was trying to say?

"I think you had a lot of influence, Dabi," Twice teased. I immediately turned bright red which didn't help my case. I didn't like Dabi in that way but I was just embarrassed that Twice would think that.

"Please name you kid after me," Toga pleaded.

"Wtf. I don't like him like that. And I hate kids," I exclaimed. 

"At least we have one thing in common," Dabi said.

"You have more than that in common. You guys are both my friends," Twice said. It actually made me smile. I didn't get compliments very often. But then Twice kept talking.

"I was just joking you both annoy the fuck out of me," Twice said.

"Just shut up Twice," Dabi interupted.

"Ok... No, you shut up," Twice exclaimed. 

"So, are you sure you can't give me just a little bit of your blood?" Toga asked me. The look in her eyes made me want to give in. If I didn't have restraint I would have cut myself and let Toga have all of my blood. 

"My answer is still no. It won't be changing it either," I said. It came out a bit ruder than I wanted. 

"So what do we do now?" I asked.

"You'll have to move in with us," Shigaraki replied.

"Wait! Seriously!" I exclaimed. I didn't have an attachment to my apartment but I didn't trust living with these guys. I wouldn't be surprised at all if they murdered me in my sleep. However, I wasn't one to go back on my word. I was starting to hate myself for that.

"Ok I'll have to pack tonight," I said.

"Good, we'll pick you up around noon tomorrow," Dabi said. 

"I'll probably need your guys' numbers," I added. 

"Good idea... I don't want your shitty number," Twice sai. I decided to just pay attention to all the positive things he said. Everyone exchanged numbers and I sure had fun creating their contacts. My favorites were burnt chicken nugget, and pls donate chapstick. I went back to my apartment. I suddenly realized the significance of what I had done. And I didn't have any regrets. I had been looking for a job for months never did I expect this. I guess I was technically a villain now. I liked the title ant-hero better though. My phone suddenly buzzed on my bedside table. I picked it up and saw I had a text from Toga.

My Favorite Bloody Bastard❤️:
Goodnight <3

The simple text made my stomach do a backflip. And the heart only made me more flustered. But all she had said was goodnight. Not a lot of my friends did that but still, what was the big deal? Why was I feeling all these things over one word?

Y/n:
Goodnight ❤️

I rarely sent emojis and I kind of regretted sending this one. But it was one text so I decided not to work myself up about it. Surely Toga's text hadn't meant much. 

I changed my pfp but it was previously Toga so you can see how much of a simp I am. This might be moving a little bit fast but I'm not a patient person so... I hope you guys like the story so far. I actually do for once. I'm trying to make the chapters longer but it's hard to also make sure they end in a normal place. I just wanted to clarify that both Toga and Y/n are bi-sexual in this(mainly just because I am so I know the most about that and I don't want to offend anyone or get anything wrong). It's not a big deal though so if you aren't you can just change it to whatever your sexuality is. Any sexuality is fine. Happy pride month🏳️‍🌈.