From Kuya to Prince Charming

M.U as in Mukhang Unggoy?

Shannah's POV

 

Dear Diary,

Waking up after a deep sleep with him by my side was like a dream itself yet I felt alive. What makes it a reality though is that everything has changed between the two of us. Could I still call you kuya? That is the question I wanted to ask him yet fear won over my courage... Should I or should I not? A little help please.

Love,

Shannah

Hahay! Ano ba? para na akong loka loka, it has been a week since I woke up from coma at isang linggo ko na rin kinakausap ang diary at sarili ko, di ko kasi magawang kausapin na lang si kuya to clear things out. Ang daming tanong sa isip ko and I want answers pero nauunahan talaga ako ng takot, iniiwasan ko nga na magkasarilinan kami eh! A part of me wants to talk to him na pero if nandiyan na ang pagkakataon eh... ayun tumitiklop ako and I shy away na. Pero I can't hide from him forever, tulad na lang ngayon may meeting kami sa youth club, alam ko andun na yun sa loob naghihintay sa akin kaya nga dito muna ako tumambay sa back garden ng HQ. 

Itinago ko na sa bag ko ang diary ko at kinuha ang earphones ko. Humiga na ako sa damuhan, spread eagled with my hair scattered sa grass, I want to think alone. Inilagay ko na ang earphones sa tenga ko and started to play random songs... 

Kung minamalas ka nga naman pinapatamaan ka ng sarili mong playlist... For real? Comatose talaga na kanta? kaloka!

I hate feeling like this 
I'm so tired of trying to fight this 
I'm asleep and all I dream of 
Is waking to you 
Tell me that you will listen 
Your touch is what I'm missing 
And the more I hide I realize I'm slowly losing you 
Comatose 
I'll never wake up without an overdose of you 

I looked at the sky, pagabi na pala medyo orangey na ang sky with a hint of dark bluish tint...

I don't wanna live, I don't wanna breathe 
'Less I feel you next to me 
You take the pain I feel 
Waking up to you never felt so real 
I don't wanna sleep, I don't wanna dream 
'Cause my dreams don't comfort me 
The way you make me feel 
Waking up to you never felt so real 

I closed my eyes and let the cool air freshen me up, I want to relax and get lost mentally, go ahead mind drift away somewhere... Kung bakit kasi nakalimutan kong dalhin ang tablet ko o kaya yung binabasa kong how to kill a mocking bird na book...

I hate living without you 
Dead wrong to ever doubt you 
But my demons lay in waiting 
Tempting me away 
Oh how I adore you 
Oh how I thirst for you 
Oh how I need you 
Comatose 
I'll never wake up without an overdose of you 

I don't wanna live, I don't wanna breathe 
'Less I feel you next to me 
You take the pain I feel 
Waking up to you never felt so real 
I don't wanna sleep, I don't wanna dream 
'Cause my dreams don't comfort me 
The way you make me feel 
Waking up to you never felt so real