suga daddy. (haikyuu!! fanfiction)

chapter vi.

Sugawara couldn't feel more terrible.

Not only did he try to force himself upon you, but he did one of the things he never thought he would do: he made you cry. Never once had Sugawara seen you cry in the time he had known you, you had always been a strong, prideful person who he thought was indestructible but now, he realised you were just as human as he was. And he found it disgraceful that his actions were the reason for your tears and that Okihara was the one to comfort you.

After seeing you with Okihara, his jealousy was at an all-time high with just knowing that he was given the privilege to breathe near you but he knew if he were to interfere further, it could mean the end for the both of you. Now that he was laying in bed at home after school, it allowed him to process everything. For once, he was surprised at his own actions and how he treated you on that rooftop but there was something about that Okihara that rubbed him the wrong way.

He hated that he let Okihara get to him and that he hurt you but he was just so madly in love with you that he hated anything that threatened your relationship. He was ready to make amends to fix the wrongs he had done, with or without Okihara in the picture.

Sugawara sighed in defeat before picking up his phone and typing in a text. Meanwhile, you were studying for the upcoming math test next week when your phone went off, rolling your eyes before picking up your phone and becoming pleasantly surprised at the new name. Among the onslaught of messages from Okihara laid a message from Sugawara, your heart squeezing at the name of your boyfriend.

suga_dadi02: are u busy rn? can i call you?

You gulped at the request before hesitantly typing in a quick response.

you: yeah, you can call me

Almost instantly, your phone started ringing with Sugawara's username on your screen, the loud ringtone making you jump before you answered the call.

"(Y/N), are you okay?" His voice immediately boomed through the phone, shocking you slightly and making you blush at his concern. You could tell that Sugawara probably just shot up from bed when you answered the call. You let out a sigh before smiling weakly.

"I'm fine, Suga. What did you want?" You asked, picking up your pen from your book and writing down a few more notes for your test before stopping, feeling your heart break at his saddened sigh.

"I-I wanted to apologise for what I did earlier... a-and for making you cry." Sugawara apologised, the desire to see you and hug you filling his soul with heartache.

"Suga..." You murmured, feeling guilt seep into your heart at the dejected tone in his voice before he let out a sigh full of reluctance. You then realised that this particular sigh always occurred when he was about to say something stupid.

"I-If you want to be with Okihara, I understand-" Sugawara started, the words coming out of his mouth making you slap yourself from how ridiculous they were before you interjected with an insult.

"God, you're such a moron." You cackled, rubbing your eyes and shaking your head in disbelief, laughing more when you heard a confused whimper on the other side of the line.

"But I thought-" He began to inquire on your insult before you took a deep breath and reluctantly opened your heart up to your boyfriend.

"Suga, I have loved you since we were first years. I love you after what happened today. And I'll probably love you for many years to come." You confessed, crossing your legs as they bounced anxiously while you spilt your heart out into the phone, having no idea how Sugawara was reacting to all this. "I don't talk about my emotions a lot but when I do, I mean every word I say so believe me when I say this,"

"I want to spend the rest of my life with you, Koshi Sugawara. Not Okihara, not Tanaka, no one else but you." You declared, not quite believing the words coming out of your mouth as every emotion and thought that came about since before you were dating just fell from your lips like beautiful poetry. It made you feel queasy and made your head dizzy, but something about the words you were saying just... felt right. You then realised it had been a good few minutes since Sugawara breathed another word. "Suga?"

Sugawara was completely speechless, his eyes blown as wide as saucers with his hand clamped over his mouth to prevent any girly noises escaping his mouth, his cheeks bright red. Being the tsundere you were, never ever have such words left your lips apart from the occasional, disgruntled confession of love. So for you to essentially propose to him was something new. Sugawara was almost thankful for Okihara waltzing in and fucking up things between you just so you could say this. The keyword is almost.

"Can we meet up?" He blurted out, throwing himself off his bed eagerly and putting his phone on speaker, placing it on his desk as he stumbled onto the ground and hastily slipped on his shoes.

"What, now?" You asked like his request was ludicrous as you glanced outside and saw that it was getting darker by the minute.

"Please, I need to see you." Sugawara pleaded, picking up his phone and swiping his coat off the stand, already at the front door when you finally stopped pondering on his question.

"Fine, you can meet me by the train station in twenty minutes." You groaned, grinning when you heard the excited squeal from your boyfriend on the other side of the phone as you walked to your shoe rack and slipped on some shoes.

"I'll be there! Oh, and (Y/N)?" Sugawara cheered, smiling when your silence gave way to his response, his blush still raging strong. "I love you."

You rolled your eyes with a gentle blush of your own, shaking your head in disbelief.

"I love you too. You and the envy demon lurking around inside you."