Kim seok-jin pov
I watched as my baby sister walked out the door oh how badly i wanted to tell her that i was her brother and explain why i left her alone so suddenly i hope she lets me explain to her I really hope she does.
Y/n pov
After my boxing match which i won obvi anyway im happy but something feels missing like im forgetting something what is it ill ask my manger later im so sleepy cant wait to get home....
Time skip~ after her nap Still y/n pov btw
I woke up looking at my wall with lots of pictures on some with my manger , fans , my crew, other idols, my mum and my- wait my mum
'OMG ITS MY MUMS BIRTHDAY TODAY!' i jumped out of bed and checked the time it was 5:30 pm oh gosh the day hasn't ended thank goodness
i rushed to my wardrobe and pulled out a oversized black t shirt and put on black mom jeans i grabbed my helmet and motorcycle keys and hoped on my bike and went to my mums grave im so stupid how could i forget something like this! The harsh wind brushed across my face and sent chills down my spine
Once i got to the place i rushed to my mums grave and kneeled down
'mama forgive me please im so sorry I forgot I didn't mean to im so sorry im sorry im sorry'
I didn't notice i was crying until i could taste the salty tears run down my cheeks to my dry lips my hands clenched into fist i was angry at myself how could i disappoint the one person who i look up to and love wholeheartedly how could i do something like this!! 'Mama come back to me i-i need you please come back why did you leave me!!! Mum come back m-mum'
I poured all of my bottled up emotions out my mum always told me to tell her everything and not hide my emotions from her 'mama i-im trying t-to be strong like you wanted b-but it hurts m-my heart it hurts so much!' I said as I banged my chest with my fist my tears were soaking my cheeks and the rain didn't help well at least i know mama is crying with me
(yes y/n believes when she's talking to her mum the weather is her answer for e.g if it's raining her mum is crying and if it's sunny her mum is happy and if its windy like bad wind her mamma is angry)
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Roman d'amouryeah this is for my own amusement lol ------------------------------ "How could you?! You traitor" ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "If you loved me then you wouldn't of done such a thing" •••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••...
