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No.21

Author pov

The news of y/n being in the hospital spread like wildfire her fans worried and mad that the company isn't giving an explanation of why but something that surprised everyone was that jin was with her many dating rumours spread

when the siblings saw this they cringed so bad "ewww" they both said while reading the article about them they looked at each other and burst out laughing.

Y/n was getting better her throat was so much better she could say a few things now thanks to her brother he was amazing she was truly grateful for her big brother.

questions still wondered in her mind like 'why did he leave' 'was dad not treating him right?' 'He left that morning on the day mamma had the accident and he never came back' 'should i be angry at him'

"Yah what did i say about calling me again!" Shouted her older brother who was seen to be talking to someone on the phone "Namjoon call me again and im not gonna be making you anything to eat no dont start complaining now its your own fault wait who is crying?! Aww my baby jungkook ah dont cry ill be home soon okay?" Cooed jin

'Wah is he bipolar or something' thought y/n she shook her head at her brothers behaviour.

(I decided to use "" when the characters are speaking now and '' when they are thinking ect)
Time skip~

"Oppa?" Said a small voice "yes is everything okay do you need water or food or should i-" he was stopped by hand on his broad shoulders "oppa im okay now" she said with the same quiet voice she could barely speak so it came out like a whisper whenever she spoke the doctor said it was fine though.

"What is it then" he said with a gentle voice
"W-why did y-you leave us?" She said with a hint of anger but mostly sadness in her voice Jin didn't know what to reply to that he was scared to tell her.

Y/n could see the sacredness in his eyes she grabbed his hands and looked at him with a soft look this immediately calmed Jin from his racing mind of thoughts

"I left because i-"

Flashback~ (sorry for all the flashback but yknow lol)
Author pov

A little ten year old was walking down the street it was night time now he was coming home late because he had a club to do he was about to turn the corner until someone bumped into him they both fell on the floor

Jin had a scratch on his arm tears welled up in his eyes he was about to scream until he saw his father's face
"a-appa what are you doing?" Questioned the little boy "Jin appa is sorry but im gonna need you to come with me now okay?" The boy was confused "w-why appa what about omma  and squish?" The dad cringed at the name of his wife "they are going to be okay we will see them soon lets go now!"

Jin trusted his father but this didn't seem right "b-but i want to see omma  and squish" jin said with a shaky voice "Jin you will listen to your father this instance do you hear me!" He said while grabbing a hold of jins arm "oww appa it hurts it hurts!" The dad didn't let go his grip just tightened with a sigh the father hit his sons head and Jin fell limp in his dads arms.

Time skip~

Jin woke up to see a strange surroundings "h-hello anyone there?" He questioned the door burst open he could see a small boy holding a two chocolate bars and a big dimple smile "hyung your awake im namjoon and I already know who you are your jin right?"

Namjoon questioned "y-yes iam who are you?" Jin asked with a shaky voice "um i kinda just told you but ill tell you again im" he was interrupted "no no i meant why am i here and who are you are you good or bad?" Jin said while backing away from the boy "oh kinda like the joker and batman right?!" He said happy voice

The door swung open again "yah stop bothering him i told you not to come in yet didn't i?!!" Shouted a motherly voice "its jin right? we found you passed out on the door step and there was a note one saying all your details and the other im guessing its for you so I didn't snoop so its not opened and i dont want you to be scared okay were not bad people so please make yourself at home iam kim min-ah and this is my son kim Namjoon and its just us two so please dont be scared would you like to read that letter?" She said jin immediately nodded she pulled out the letter from the front pocket of her pink apron "here you go we will be outside if you need us" jin only nodded in response
They both left and jin was left with the letter from his father hes guessing he slowly ripped it open and it read

Dear jin
My sweet boy I didn't want to leave you I really didn't but appa did something bad and he should pay for what he did so i had to leave mama and squish behind and when i bumped into you i wanted to take you with me to America and we would live there but i dont think i could live with myself if you kept on asking about your mother and squish i dont think i could do it so i had to leave you all behind appa is sorry very very sorry forgive me my sweet boy don't forget that appa loves you to the moon and back my boy

Sincerely appa