she's my idol btsxreader

no.1

Okay sooo before I start i have many made up characters in this and some made up kpop groups so if i do use a name that might be your idol or a group name that's already a thing im sorry before hand im trying to make them as random as possible because i dont want anyone offended with me using there idols name (not that you own them) but you know what i mean?

Anyway
Y/n =your name
R/n= random name
Um i kind of already added y/n hair colour lol
And it will mention 'her rosy cheeks' so if your dark skinned im sorry before hand but she is Korean so like it's supposed to go with the story im sorry

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Y/n pov
ah my father  such a horrid person  he is your probably wondering why i have such a strong hated towards him  well lets take you back to the time i  was 7

flashback~

the young girl asked her mother 'hey mamma when is big brother coming home ?'

her mother replied 'big brother will be back soon but dont you like staying with just mama ?' her mum acted upset

the little seven year old loved her mum so much and one thing she hated the most was seeing her mum sad so this was pulling at her heart strings.

she ran to her mum  'mama  i love spending time with youuuu i love you mama please dont cry i wont ask anymore i pinky promise' the seven year old lifted up her small pinky to her mums face.

time skip to nightime~

the young girl was about to go to her mums room until she heard shouting downstairs and she knew her dad came home drunk again and her mum was probably scolding him again they always made up though well thats what this little one thought.

she went to her room thinking they will make up like normal but thats until she heard a smash of glass and the thing she heard next made the young girl scared very scared she heard a heart wrenching scream it was from her mother.......

as fast as she could she ran downstairs to her mothers aid but the thing she saw was something she would like to erase from her memory it was her mother on the floor with blood oozing out of her head and now staining her knitted blanket she made with her precious baby her daughter a few days ago.

the girl had seen the door open and her farthers shoes now gone and his bag and trench-coat.

she quickly scanned the room for something to help her mothers bleeding head she ran to the kitchen and got the med kit her mother taught her how to use the med kit at a young age because she said and i quote 'hospitals are expensive and most of the time their rubish at their job so ill teach you how to heal youself its a lot cheaper' . 

she pulled out the bandages and wrapped it tightly around her mothers head her mother already passed out so with all her strength she put  her mother on the sofa to rest. the smart girl already figured out what had happened shes a tough cookie and shes quick with things like this.

thats why her mum wants her to be a detective but shes still young so she never pressured anything.

she mentally noted everything ' okay so mum and dad were arguing then i heard a glass beak that explains mums flower pot on the floor and i heard my mother scream then when i came down my dads shoes were gone and his coat and the door was still left open like someone sprinted out and had no time to close the door behind him hm so if i add everything up that lame excuse of a father hit my mother and she ended up getting hurt badly he was shocked and grabbed his things and left hu what a peace of shi- no no mother said swearing is bad' since that day she hated her farther and she promised to protect her mother until her last breath and boy she wasnt joking

lol bye