she's my idol btsxreader

no. 5

y/n pov

i woke up feeling odd i felt supper weak and i couldn't feel my normal satin bed sheets but i could feel a thick blanket with many little designs on it and i can smell hand sanitizer wait wha-

'oh good she's woken up i shall leave you two then' is that a males voice hm who is he?

'heyyy you awake darling?' my eyes shot open and there stood my manger with her soft eyes looking at me with concern and love but she has sleeping bags under her eyes and they are a bit puffy like shes been crying?

i was knocked out my thoughts when she trapped me in her arms
' i was so worried you didn't wake up for 4 days *sniff* you brat *sniff* you scared me!' i felt her tears soak my once dry hospital gown but i could care less wow she really is amazing
' yah! did you think i would leave you if i did then someone might steal you away from me and your my manger' she laughed she got up and pulled something out of her big brown bag ugh she brings that scratty bag everywhere i got her that for her birthday years ago and yet till this day she aint got rid of it i told her ill get her a new bag but she declines and says it has many memories so she dose not want to aish stubborn women

' i haveeee doughnuts for youuu!' i swear this women is an angel i grabbed the bag and yep they were my favvv they had a little bear face on it and it was chocolate yummm my favv 'thank you so muchhh your the best' i leaped out of bed and kissed her cheek
'thank you *kiss* thank you *kiss* thank you *kiss*!!' a dark shade of red made its way on both of the girls cheeks 'y-your welcome' the manger threw a closed eye smile 'heheheh so do i have a meeting a fan meet or an interview or something today?' I  asked while hopping back into bed

my manger replied
' um yes you have to do a live for your fans they have been demanding to see you and have updates on you' i suddenly felt a pang in my heart so they dont hate me for what i did to jennie? wow i love them i really really do .

authors pov

the girl set up her stand and her staff fixed her hair but didnt put on any makeup but they did put lotion on and everything

y/n wanted her manger to sit beside her since her anixtey is getting the best of her with thoughts like
' they are going to hate me' 'they are all going to leave you' 'they hate you' 'no one loves you' 'pathetic' 'loser' 'wimp you coudnt even protect you beloved mother' 'ugly' she was knocked out of her thoughts when a soft comforting hand touched hers

'hey im here whatever your thinking is wrong they love you they dont hate you okay look at all your crew we are here for you and once we get on the live you will be greeted by your loving fans kay? its all just in your head' the girl gave her manger a soft smile and a hug she whispered in her mangers ear
' thank you for everything' them two really were amazing together they knew each-other so well.

'hey my baby's i missed you guys so much did you miss me?' the fans went crazy with coments like 'ofc we did' 'omg im so gald your okay' 'i love you' 'still as pretty as ever' the girl felt so happy how could she doubt her baby's of course they wouldnt hate her
' ugh you guys i love you so so so much' she blew a kiss to the camera when she did her arm was shown and they could see she still had her lucky charm on the coments were like ' omg shes still has it on' 'aww she really does love us' 'shes so sweet' 'aww'

the girl was answering questions and she almost forgot her manger was just standing up holding her hand but ofc she was out of the frame so fans couldnt see

the girl move over on her hospital bed and pulled her manger hand to sit down her manger let out a yelp out of surprise she looked at the girl and tried to get up but the idol just held her hand tighter and said to the camera 'baby's this is my amazing manger' the manger blushed and bowed to the camera and said
' hello everyone thank you for supporting her and loving her im very pleased with you guys'

the idol got cold so she schooched closer to her manger and wrapped her arms around her mangers waist and faced the camera with a face like she didn't do anything

her manger was not surprised she always does this when she is cold so she just stroked the young idols hair the fans went crazy they said stuff like
'omg my ship is sailing' 'they are so cute' 'look how cutee' 'i wouldnt mind if they went out' 'loving this' 'cute' 'aw'

the idol was getting tired so she told her fans
' baby's it's time for me to go thank you for coming and showing me your love and support i dont know what i would do without you guys im truly thankful really until our next meeting my baby's goodbyee' she smiled and threw a peace sign like she always does her manger just smiled and bowed her head as if she was saying 'thank you' the live ended much to her fans dismay they missed her already and so did seven boys.

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