she's my idol btsxreader

No.36

Author pov

The rumours have all come to a stop and unfortunately so has y/n career not forever but just for a while

her fans are sad but they support her decision some even blame themselves because her fans have been quite a handful always making rumours and stuff

They didn't see how draining it is to have to explain herself over and over again

She became an idol for her talent not her personal life but some dont see the damage and they continue until their victim finally breaks

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Author pov

Y/n was sat in her bed with a gloomy look stuck on her face

her curtains blocked out any light trying to seep through the curtains to shine just a little bit of light into her dark depressing room

She blocked everyone out she doesn't answer jin calls or miss kim or anyone for that matter

She had no motivation for anything even getting out of bed to at least take care of her hygiene but she tried some days we're harder then most she felt as if someone chained her down to her bed

Here she was her head rested on her knees her eyes filled with sadness

Her phone constantly ringing but she didn't move or even flinch at the sudden ring of her phone. Once the rings came to a stop only then did she move to silent her phone. The sudden brightness of her phone blinded her. Once her eyes settled she could see the thousands of missed calls from her loved ones if she had any tears left she would be shedding a few tears but she didn't she remained emotionless

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Author pov

BTS and miss Kim,lucy,and Mr kim (y/n and jins dad) were all seated in a room discussing about y/n current situation

"So as we all know y/n has not been answering her phone at all her door is locked and no one has a spare key except Jin but you left that at her house by accident correct?" Mr kim asked

"Yes thats right" jin replied slightly angry at himself for not keeping the key

"Does anyone know a way to get her out or at least get her to answer her phone?" Mr kim questioned again

"We could break down her door" suga suggested

"No that would startle her and she might be mad" jimin replied quickly

"No suga thats not to bad of an idea!" Mr kim said hope in his voice

"No no that is not happening!" Miss kim quickly shut down the idea

"Jimin is right she could be startled and she might be mad or even worse she might shut us out of her life" miss kim said rather sadly

Namjoon immediately hugged his mother and jin held her hand softly

"She's already shut us out her life though" jungkook said with a sigh of sadness

"Well we have to find a way! We have to!" Lucy said rather frantically it felt as if everyone had given up she wouldn't let that happen

"Well have you got an idea!" Shouted suga

Lucy slowly nodded her head no

"I know a way!" Jin was quick to stand up and grabbed his phone