she's my idol btsxreader

No.17

Y/n pov
I got back to our shared apartment and i wanted to surprise my girlfriend so i told my staff not to tell her not even my fans know just yet all of this just so i could surprise her heheheh so excited

I unlocked the door and creeped inside the house i walked closer to our bedroom and i heard laughter inside the room did she have someone over? There it was that gut feeling again I brushed it of though nah shes not like that i have trust in my baby

i put my hand on the door nob then i heard a-a moan w-what? I quickly opened the door and my heart broke into millions of pieces it literally shattered there was my girlfriend and my hair stylist on top of each other with no tops on and no bottoms either

tears streamed out of my eyes 'H-how could you?' I whispered my so called girlfriend pushed of my hair stylist Rebecca and covered herself with the blanket and looked at me with widened eyes she got up of the bed and rushed towards me

'baby h-how i-i its not what it looks like i promise baby' she pleaded I slapped her right across the cheek her head snapped towards the side
'how dare you its not what it looks like hu? Tell me then why is my hair stylist and my girlfriend on top of each other naked kissing ?! tell me!' I screamed

'ah so this is why you didn't come with me arranging my concert my ass i knew something was up but I doubted myself because i loved you' she looked at me with tears in her eyes hand on her cheek and replied 'baby i love you so much it-it was a mistake i-i promise baby please' I glared at her 'dont call me that you dont love me you betrayed me i hate you both of you now get out of my house now' venom dripping in my voice

Rebecca got some cloths on and was out but I stopped her before she could go i grabbed her hair and kicked her leg so she was kneeling down in-front of me tears were streaming down her face 'how long?' I questioned she looked up slowly guilt in her eyes '2 m-months' i let go of her hair and punched her in her face

'get out oh and your fired' she was quick to leave I turned around to face my ugh what should i call her now hu? 'I wont be needing this anymore' I ripped of our promise ring and my necklace with a locket and inside was our fist anniversary picture she held out her hand slowly
'p-please baby im sorry im sorry I still love you' wow this girl had some nerve
'get out now ill drop of your stuff later and you are also fired ill block your contact dont text call or even try to see me ever again leave now rose'

Once i successfully kicked her out my knees grew week i fell on the floor crying my heart broke after everything we went through together how could she traitor was the only word that was running through my mind i loved her i loved her so much i told her everything i was there for her through tuff times i loved her so much the tears weren't stopping anytime soon

i ran to my balcony and the weather was pouring it down the cold rain dripped onto my face and the harsh wind blowing in my face i let it all out I screamed my lungs out why doesn't anyone stay why do they all leave first my pappa my mama my brother my old best friend my so called girlfriend and Lucy

'WHO NEXT HU? WHO ARE YOU GOING TO TAKE OUT OF MY LIFE NEXT WHO WILL IT BE IVE DONE NOTHING WRONG WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME!' I screamed at the sky yes i probably looked crazy did i care right now no no i didn't

my knees grew week again i fell on the floor still feeling the harsh wind and cold rain pouring onto my face the only thing i saw before passing out was the grey sky