fuckboy (c.h) /discontinued/

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it was a sunday and i completely despise sundays. the day's just boring and there's no one to hang out with ; they're all either at church or they're all busy doing who knows what.

i decided to go out on my own and just walk around the place like i always do. it was a habit of mine if i felt lonely i guess.

yesterday with ashton and luke at the coffee shop was oddly fun. we all started talking about our favorite types of music and our futures - who knew there was so much behind a pretty face of a person.

basically we all shared the same type of music, bands such as all time low, the 1975, the foo fighters, interpol, and much more! ashton basically wanted to be a photographer when he grew up - which was so cool and luke wanted to be a doctor ; he says he cares about people too much and that he wanted to help everyone no matter what situation they were in, he'll find a cure for everyone. once luke told me that, i was just amazed.

i stopped walking as i felt a vibration coming from my back pocket.

from sky ;
please talk to me, i still need to explain everything. please let me. (sent at 5:15pm)

i ignored it and closed my phone. i suddenly felt a strong push from someone in the opposite direction, "oh, it's you" the familiar voice spoke. "here let me-"

"i got it myself, hood" rejecting his offer and got myself up on my feet again. i was still madly confused on what happened at the shop two days ago. "what the fuck is wrong with you?"

calum's eyebrows furrowed together but then remained calm again, "lots of things are wrong with me, maybay"

"will you quit it with that-"

he stops me from saying another word by pressing his pointer finger on my lips, "you know you like it when i call you that, don't even deny it"

i pushed him off, "why'd you do that?"

"do what?"

"you know what you did! when we were all at the coffee shop with katie, ash, and luke!" i explained to him loud and clear, "why the hell would you do that? are you crazy?"

"what makes it so crazy," he smirked, "did i make you go crazy?"

"what-no, what the hell calum, stop twisting my words!"

calum stepped closer towards me and hold me by the waist, "was it something like this?" he starts to lower his left hand and moves it up and down to where it felt the most right. "is was that, wasn't it? i can tell because i know you like it" he smirked.

what a fucking cock. as much as i wanted him to keep going, i knew it had to stop. but what was really messing up my mind right now is, am i turned on by what calum is doing? -no, i can't.

i immediately pushed him back, "get off of me!"

"may, wait," he tries to stop me before i left, "i'm sorry.. i just needed someone."

my heart sunk,"go find katie" i walked away with a bunch of negative thoughts in my mind.

don't think about it, don't think about it.

-
i entered my room to find sky waiting for me on the bed. she looks at me with wide eyes and i figured out what she was about to say.

"you have five minutes" i declared.

"okay," sky takes a deep breath in, "so me and jason have been having issues. fighting over things that are really irrelevant - which you hate? yeah it all started about his ex-girlfriend, lexi. so one day i caught him making out with her, he promised to never do it again but he did it twice and-"

"wait, he cheated on you?" my eyes bulge, "oh my god, sky!"

"it's okay, he's a fuckboy" she laughed, "so that night, i got drunk on the way home that i almost crashed but luckily, michael saved me"

"you were driving while you were drunk?" i yelled, "fucking hell! you should've called me!"

"i know, i know, but hey-michael was there" she weakly smiled, "he started to take care of me that day, gave me water and everything. he asked me what happened and i told him that, he said that i deserved better and all these other sweet things"

"michael clifford? being sweet?"

"yeah, i know right? not as bad ass as i thought" she giggled, "we started to talk more and more and we've been seeing each other for weeks now.. i just didn't know how to tell you yet."

"oh my god, sky, i am so sorry!" i apologized once again, "if i had known, i would've punched jason in the balls"

"it's cool, now you know" sky smiles, "anyways, tell me what's been going on! get me updated to everything, michael says you're getting really close with luke and ashton!"

"yeah, they're great"

"what about calum?" she smirked and wiggled her eyebrows to his name.

"get out"