Unanchored (H.S.)

Chapter 12

January 4th, 2013

I ended up sleeping through most of yesterday before having to get up for my therapy session. It was honestly so freeing to sleep all day, no responsibilities, no constant notifications, no feelings. I had to unpack everything yesterday too which was difficult but necessary.

Here I am being productive today, up at 8am. My Aunt had made us some breakfast and some much needed coffee so we just sat down and had a chat. "The kids have actually been progressing well, much better than expected" she said while I nodded in acknowledgement.

My aunt teaches kids music, and since she too is talented on many different instruments, she teaches many groups of students. "That's amazing to hear Jen, how have the employees been doing?" I asked. On a side note, I used to own the music school that she teaches in but I handed over management to her. I'm still the owner, but I left it all to her and she's doing an amazing job. "There was a bit of trouble with a few of them, but I sorted it out as usual." She replied and I nodded again.

I finished up my breakfast before cleaning up then said to my aunt "I better get going, I have a lot to do today." She nodded and said "Alright, I'll see you later. We also need to go grocery shopping so after you get your new phone, which I'm assuming you'll do, text me."

I giggled and said okay before grabbing my keys and purse and heading to the Apple store. I picked up the iPhone 5s and getting myself a new sim card. After that I went home and uploaded everything I needed from my laptop to the new phone. I texted Mara straight away.

Me: Heyy babe, I'm so sorry I haven't replied. Had some stuff going on, kinda threw my phone into River Mersey. This is my new number.

She replied instantly

Mara: Bitch, you know you've got to text me when you do this shit. But it's fine, I know you didn't have any of your devices in Liverpool, since you threw your phone INTO THE FUCKING RIVER!

Me: I know I should let someone know but I just wanted to be alone for a bit. Also how do you know I was in Liverpool?

Mara: I just assumed considering you were in Holmes Chapel and river Mersey is on the way to Liverpool. I also know you have an apartment there.

Me: Wow missy, why aren't you a detective lol

Mara: hahahahahahah, you can make me laugh but I'm still mad about this. You have to stay safe. Please text me from now on If you're going to disappear from the face of the earth. I've got to run some errands so I'll speak to you later. Evermore xx

Me: Alright, evermore Xx

Alright, that's two things checked off the list.

Next, I did something I don't usually do. I logged onto Twitter and decided going live would probably be the easiest thing to do. I pressed the button and went live.

I had a prepared script for what I was supposed to say but my manager, Jeremy said I can post in however I like. So I began saying hello and waiting for the numbers to go up before I started reading the script.

I was answering random questions and letting some fans join the live and I saw that all my friends, including Amara, Niall, Zayn, Louis, Zoe and Harry had joined the live. Thousands of other celebrities joined too. Now the numbers were at 5 million and I think I just broke a record.

I read the script, apologising for worrying everyone and assuring that I am ok. I the continued just talking to fans and chilling. I eventually said goodbye and logged off. I got a message from my management team saying I did a good job.

I never do this twitcam thing, I don't think I'll do it on my own accord ever. I then phoned my manager about the tour and we agreed that we should pull the tour forward, so I immediately scheduled a meeting with the LSE administration team. I also scheduled some house viewings in London and that was it for the day.

So I head back downstairs and found my aunt leaving for grocery shopping, I followed her. Then we came home, put everything away and had a short chat with some wine.

I ended up calling it a night at 11, and went up to bed.