Chapter 13: I'm so tired... At least you love me

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Hey! It's Lils here! This chapter will be more ReeseXColette. TW: Mentions of self-harm, alcohol, drugs, NSFW/Smut, and cursing. Colette needs Reese, but does Reese need Colette?

*Colette POV*

I love them... I love them so much... I need them. They're my drug. I just hope they need me as much as I need them.

I slowly open my eyes to see Reese is still asleep. I could do it again... They'd never know... No! No, not again. Reese doesn't want me to, so I won't. I feel them shift in their sleep so I make sure to keep them comfortable. They wake up anyway.

"Kitten?"

"I'm here baby." They're amazing!

They turn to face me and put their hand on my cheek. "Are you okay?"

"Yeah, I'm okay" I lean into their hand, they don't seem to be satisfied with my answer. "What's wrong?"

"I-I just-" They start crying "I'm so sorry that you're in so much pain... I'm sorry, you must be so tired of everything you've gone through. And I'm sorry that you blame yourself. None of it was ever your fault! And I wish I could make you see that." They run their fingers through my hair. "I'm sorry that you can't get help here."

"It's okay Reese, I'm okay. I just had one moment of weakness is all. I promise I won't do that again." I smile reassuringly and pull my baby close.

"Kitten..." Reese is almost full-on petting me, but they don't realize that my ears are out.

"Mhn... R-Reese~ My ears..." I shiver from how good it feels.

They freeze "I'm so sorry!" then they pull their hands away and I whine from the loss of contact.

"Wait! D-don't stop~" I grab their wrist and place their hand on my head.

Reese starts petting me again and I melt to their touch "Oh... Kitten~ I didn't know you're ears were so sensitive." they focus extra hard on rubbing my ears.

Soon enough I'm putty in their hands "Mommy... Feels so good..." I can't even form full sentences.

"*Giggles teasingly* Oh Kitten... Is my touch that irresistible? I bet I wouldn't even need my powers to control you, huh?" They stop for a moment causing me to look at them confused.

"What doing...?" They reach to the side and put something around my neck. It's tight, and somehow attached to my soul, but it feels good. "Mommy...?"

"It's a collar attachment for your soul, so everyone knows you belong to me." My Mommy goes back to petting my ears and I melt some more.

"Ugh, nasty. At least warn us before you do stuff like this so we know to leave for a little while!" a grouchy voice says.

"Hmm?" I look in the direction of the voice sleepily. "Dark?"

"Sorry, can you guys leave for a bit? I want to give my Kitten some extra de-stressing attention." Wait, they have more planned?

Dark, Light, and Kira all leave to the deepest parts of my mind to avoid seeing anything.

"Mommy..." They put a blindfold over my eyes and a gag in my mouth. "Hmm?"

"Shhh, Kitten. It's praise and loving time, I'm not letting you speak badly about yourself. If you behave, maybe I'll take the gag out." Mommy loves me~ I feel something soft and tickly going up and down my arm. "So good... So good for Mommy~"

I blush as I don't really know how to accept these compliments "Mmmm~"

"Such a good Kitten~" Suddenly I'm being stripped of my clothes and tied to the bed. "Oh Kitten, you're so pretty~".

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