*Colette's POV*
No... She... She's gone... It's all my fault... I abandoned her... No... No no no no no... No... I-I can't lose her.
"Done cryin' like a little baby yet? I know you're a weak lil' brat, but this is a whole new level. Oh wait... No it's not." The cinical voice remarked.
"Leave her alone, Dark. Colette just lost her twin and her mom. Both of them just like that." The kinder voice scolded.
"Whatever, Light. She's still a big cry baby." Dark teased.
I really was getting tired of Dark always trying to get me down on myself, but she was right. I failed. I left my twin behind. It's my fault that she's suffering now...
"Dark, knock it off. You're going to trigger a panic attack." Light reprimanded Dark sternly.
"Light, it's okay... I'm okay..." I told her reassuringly, hoping she would stop. I didn't like it when others worried about me. Even if Light and Dark were parts of me I created on accident, it was still uncomfortable when Light worried.
No one's supposed to care about me. I don't matter. King made that pretty clear. Being a princess is considered a lucky existance. Which is why it's so ironic that I suffer more than the commoners out on the streets. At least no one forces them to kill innocent civilians.
King always beat me for not killing. Which is why everyone forgets about the times that I did kill.
Everyone but me.
*Flashback*
I still remember the fear on their faces. Pleading for mercy. They didn't do anything wrong. King was just bored. They begged me to let them live. They had families. They had lives. And I took it all away. I deserved every beating I got.
"Princess, please! I don't know what I did wrong, but surely you needn't kill me!"
"Shut up" I'll never use that ability again...
Slash
Splatter
Drop
*End of flashback*
And now Kitty's suffering because I couldn't handle my punishment. Because I couldn't take what I had dished out.
I really am a coward.
"Colette, snap out of it." Light commanded. She always knew when I needed her the most. "Blaming yourself won't bring Kitty here. But it will bring you down to where she is right now."
"Or you can stop trying and just give in to the fact that you're weak." Dark made sure to add. I'm getting tired of her negativity.
I know it's her job, but still.
End of chapter
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Colette
FantasyA story about a girl who was supposed to be second in line for the throne. But the damned demons couldn't let her be now could they? Why would they? She deserved this. She was sure of it.
