MBS1 : My Patient is a Mafia Boss

continuation

BRIAR'S POV

I wake up feeling my tears in my cheeks, Hindi ko namalayang nawalan ulit akong Malay after kong magising kanina, but this time I'm feeling a little better, Kumisap ako Ng ilang beses at medyo naging clear Ang paningin ko but Hindi iyun nakatulong para patigilin Ang mga pagtulo Ng luha ko

Paulit ulit parin kaseng nag re-replay sa utak ko Kung anong nangyari (even in my dreams) and it makes me jolted up again, nag sakitan Ang buong katawan ko dahil dun but Hindi ko Yun pinansin at agad na kinalas ang swero ko letting it to bleed, not caring anymore

Hindi ko rin napansin na may kasama pala akong Tao dto sa loob dahil mabilis akong tumakbo sa cr, locking myself in there habang nakakarinig ako ng pag kakagulo sa labas

I need to talk to her first no matter what... I need to talk with cloudine

Agad akong tumapat sa salamin at agad na bumungad sa akin Ang repleksyon ko, a very big mess...

"Cloudine where are you?" I called out still crying, but walang nangyari

"Cloudine please magpakita Naman oh! Asan ka?!" I called out again already touching the mirror but agad Rin akong napaurong Ng mag crack iyun and there I saw her... Nakatalikod sya sa akin, shoulder and heads down

"Cloudine..." I weakly whisper...

I'm seeing nothing but a broken girl, eated by the darkness it self... She's in pain and it's too obvious because it's radiating out from her...

"What do you want?" She coldly ask but I didn't miss to hear how her voice trembled and breaks with in it, mas nanghina Naman ako dun

She hate me now...

"I... I'm s-sorr--"

"Don't, I don't want to hear that. Stop pitying me." Agad na agap nito sa sasabihin ko, but still not looking at me

"Cloudine plea---"

"It's not your fault Briar. But yeah, your welcome, Brittany won't bother you anymore... And so I am" she said cutting my words again, but I just frown sa huling salita na sinabi nya

"What do you mean?" I confusingly ask, losing hope for her to stay...

Alam ko Ang Ibig nyang sabihin it's just that na I won't believe it unless she repeat it again... My brain can't process it in one go

" Don't be dumb briar, I'm leaving. I'll just find myself for a while, but don't worry I'll be back when you needed me again... For now I'll make Death as an excuse... I know he'll take good care of you" she explained, mas naiyak Lang Naman ako dun

"Cloudine wait!--" I called out pero agad iyung naputol ng may humawak sa mga braso ko, stoping me from getting near to mirror again, tuluyan na namang nabasag Yung salamin which make me startled, hindi ko Rin Alam Kong bakit nag crack at nabasag Yun at the first place, it just happened. but the person who's holding me made sure we aren't harmed, and as expected Wala na akong nakitang cloudine... She left already

"That's enough briar" the person said, agad Naman akong napatingala duon and I'm greeted by mathew who's looking so worried and a little bit confused

"Mathew..." Mahinang bulong ko, binigyan nya Lang Naman ako Ng maliit na ngiti, Hindi ko na Naman mapigilang maiyak lalo

She didn't say goodbye... It makes me feel more down, Parang nawalan ako Ng dalawang Tao na mahalaga sa buhay ko

I know cloudine is just part of my illness, but nasanay na akong anjan sya, I already accepted her to my life kahit Alam Kong pangsamantala Lang sya, pero Ang hirap pala talaga nyang I let go despite of everything