MBS1 : My Patient is a Mafia Boss

continuation

BRIAR'S POV

Naalimpungatan ako Ng maramdaman kong Parang may bumuhat sa akin at inilagay sa isang malambot na bagay

I groaned slightly pero nang marealize at maalala ko Ang nangyari kanina ay agad akong napamulat, panicking.

"Death!?" Natawag ko nalang already in the verge of crying

Panaginip Lang ba na gising na sya? Sh*t! Just thinking na panaginip Ang mga nangyari ay Parang gusto ko nalang ulit matulog. That can't be!! Totoong totoo sya eh!

Nasa ganun akong pag iisip Ng may biglang humawak sa magkabila Kong pisngi Kaya agad akong napatingin sa Tao na Yun and relief flashed through me ng Makita ang nag aalalang berdeng Mata ni death but that didn't stop me from hugging him tight again like na Parang nawawala sya sa akin any moment

Muntik narin nga kaming mahulog sa kama dahil Ang lakas masyado Ng nagawa Kong impact dahil sa pag yakap sa kanya but I feel not to care at all, all I know is that I wanted him here in my arms

I'm so scared to lose him. Naramdaman ko nanaman Yung takot katulad kanina na baka panaginip Lang sya....

Siguro sapat na Ang dalawa na nawala sa akin for him to stay at my side at least, dahil Hindi ko talaga kakayanin pag sya Ang nawala sa akin, baka tuluyan na akong mawalan ng pag asa pag sya Ang nawala

And I don't want that. I'm already so traumatized... And losing him is probably losing myself too.

"Ang akala ko panaginip ka lang! Totoo ka Naman dba? Ayokong mawala ka please..." nag hihisterical na sabi ko habang nakayap parin sa kanya, still not calming dahil ang daming mga scenario na dumadaan sa utak ko about sa part na 'paano if it really ended up na panaginip Lang Ang lahat? Being him awake?', mababaliw talaga ako pag nag kaganun.

It's suffocating and frustrating me to the core.

"Briar calm down, your way over reacting again, and yes for the second time I'm real, it's me and I won't leave you, not anymore and never to be exact. Stop thinking too much and I'm sorry if I Disturb your sleep" he explained worriedly and trying to calm me down

" You fall asleep in my arms earlier and I'm really trying not to wake you up since you look tired but I think I'm not careful enough" he continued, stating the fact dahil nagising ako, mas kumalma Naman ako sa sinabi nya na yun

Ibigsabihin totoo talaga Ang lahat Ng toh... totoo Yung nangyari kanina sa dinner namin, his awake and not a dream of mine... Thank goodness...

"Ayoko nang matulog" I whisper without nowhere, Hindi parin nag babago Ang position namin, I'm still hugging death not letting him go cause I'm too afraid to do so

" It's already 1 am in the morning, you need to sleep and get some rest Briar, you know that" he reminded me but umiling ako

I think Hindi na ako nakakatulog after everything, kahit madaling araw na, sleeping make me freak out dahil feeling ko ay magigising ako sa Kung ano mang panaginip, and I don't want that

I know I shouldn't be thinking such things like this but Hindi ko talaga mapigilang magpanic...

"No, Hindi na ako inaantok... I can't sleep after what just happened..." Pilit na explain ko hoping na maintindihan nya ako, tinitigan Lang Naman ako nito Ng ilang sigundo measuring me, bago tuluyang mag buntong hininga

"Ok, I'm not going to pressure you, just take it easy darling, I'm always here..." He said kissing me to my forehead, umayos Naman kami Ng pwesto after Kaya I ended up resting in his chest while playing my fingers with in it

We stay like that for a while just staring in the ceiling. Parehas kaming malalim Ang iniisip na nalimutan na naming we're already spacing out

"D-do you still love me?"