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Advice?

Ok, I'm so sorry that this isn't a real chapter, but I really need some advice. So my friend texted our group chat asking how everyone was and I responded depressed. He asked why and I didn't want to go on and on so I just said because I'm Gen Z. They all got mad at me and said I wasn't really depressed and to stop just saying I was because a character died in my book(I've been ranting about it to them). They all seem to think that I'm not depressed because I tend to joke about it instead of using them for free therapy or whatever. There's like one of them that's not mad at me now and I think we're having a big hangout soon, so I'm nervous because they aren't apologizing for the hurtful things they said and I hate that they're mad at me since they're my best friends. Sorry for ranting, but I really need advice. I want to text them and say thanks for telling me I can't be sad and depressed at the same time, but I don't want to be mean. It was earlier today and I don't know if I'm overreacting or what. Thanks for listening to my ranting, and be sure to comment with advice or ships.

Edit: My sister ranted to the group and one of them got really mad and said that he didn't wanna be friends, one is still on my side, another was annoyed and said she didn't wanna fight, another wasn't that bad, and one hasn't answered. I forgive most of them.