Innocence

XXIV •

My dearest Calum,

I know that if you're reading this, that something bad has happened. That the worst has happened.

I know that you've been forgotten and the dreams have taken me over.

But please don't let me go just because I forget a few things (I know you lied about that, by the way. I researched the Dreamers Curse, and the myths say you forget it all, which explains why you'd be worried.) because babe, I love you to the stars and back, I love you so much that it kills me to think of you reading this.

It hurts to even think about a future where maybe I won't know who you are when you pass me on the sidewalk. You'll just be another face.

But you'll know me. I'll be the girl you loved.

And that wouldn't be fair. So just like every little problem we've had, we can fight through it. I know we can.

Persuade me to remember those little memories of us. I'll never give up on you, I'll fight to regain those memories, but all I ask in return is for you not to give up on me.

Because we're in love Calum.

I'm in love with you.

I fell in love with you from the first moment I saw you in that lame ass library when you tried to steal The Fault In Our Stars book away from me. And I willingly gave it to you because you seemed like a nice, but sassy guy.

I left my number on the first page.

It could still be there today.

But despite your attempted sassiness (I love you babe <3) all it took was one look into those fricken amazing dark eyes of yours that I fall in love with every time I see you... Look at what you've done to me, you've turned me into an emotional sap, I'm crying right now!!!

You little bitch xx

You warn me about the memory losses and I worry because some days I do forget little things that I know I should remember. I just don't tell you because I don't want you to worry... I don't want to forget the little, perfect things about us.

Like our runaway spot when the world is out to get us, we go to our spot just between the forest and the beach, where we can sit on the grass under a palm tree. You always loved threatening me with coconuts dropping on my head :(

Or the way, that whenever you hug me... you'll always wait for about five seconds before you hug me back. Babe, you leave me hanging all the time, when I remember (no ifs about it) you better not do that or I'll knee you so hard you won't be able to have kids xx :D

Ha... :(

I don't care what anyone says, that it's "Physically" impossible for me to regain my memories of my life after I've lost them. I don't give a single shit.

We are different. We are unique. We can bring them all back, and hey, maybe we can bring yours back too ;) just don't ditch me for some bikini babe with the long brown hair and those eyelashes. Yeah bitch, you know what I'm talking bout ;)

We are basically, the hotter, cooler, modern day version of Romeo and Juliet. Except we're full of cheesiness and gay ass jokes. And as far as I can tell, none of us are dying. We're just... star-crossed, I guess.

Except... don't die on me.

And I'll try my best (no promises ;) !!) not to die on you.

Anyway, serious, serious. *waves hand in front of face* I got this.

Remember me.

And I'll remember you.