I was scared to let him go but at the same time I was scared of holding onto him. These mixed feelings are sucking all the blood out of my body. I wanna run to him and say "Let's date!!" but I'm scared to go after something that might not be something that's meant to be. I know I don't have any control over it so I decided to leave it all over fate and hide away with my fear like a coward. Can't I wait till my feelings turn into what love really is? Would it be too late when that happens? Hiding away with those questions in my heart is what I chose to do. Hope we're meant to be, hope what my heart wants becomes true.
I looked out of the window of the airplane as it was about to take off. It's raining......why does it always rain on days like these? It's like the clouds are saying, "Don't cry, I'll do it in your place instead."
I wonder what Jungkook is doing rn. I must have hurt him a lot. I've always wanted him to like me but I was never ready for it to actually happen. "Even though I asked you do whatever your heart wants, still....can you please not move on?" I might sound very selfish but some part of my heart really wants him to stay.
I was busy thinking about stuff when a notification popped up.
J-Dope Hey
You Heyy
J-Dope Did you not turn on the airplane mode?
You No.....I was waiting for someone to text me.
J-Dope For whom?
You No one in particular. Just wanted to talk to someone.
J-Dope You're okay, right?
You Yup!! I'm always okay;)
J-Dope And that was a big lie.
You Lol
J-Dope Lol? I'm very much serious rn. And I'm pretty sure that you know what I'm talking about.
You Hoba....Please...let's not talk about it. You know how much I hate serious talks.
J-Dope Hoba? Do you know how much older I'm than you? The amount of disrespect I receive from these kids. 😤
You Oh c'mon!! I feel like I'm talking to Jin hyung rn!!
J-Dope I've spent more than half of my life with him. What do you expect?
You Whatever. Just know that I don't like to talk respectfully to y'all. I feel like y'all are strangers and feel so awkward ahhhhh!!!
J-Dope Then why did you call us Hyungs when you were here?
You I love my life. I don't wanna be killed in the hands of Kim Seokjin so early☺
J-Dope Screenshot taken. Going to kIm sEoKjIn.
You Bitch!!! Don't you dare-
J-Dope
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You ......
J-Dope This emoji gives off your vibes lmao
You Why do I agree?
J-Dope Can I ask you something?
You Of course
J-Dope Why don't you like Jungkook? I mean, wasn't he your bias? Then why didn't you accept him?
You Exactly. Because he's my bias.
J-Dope Sorry but it went over my head. Mind explaining?
You Leave it. I'm having a headache so I guess I should take some rest.
J-Dope Okay then....What can I say? Call me when you've arrived. Safe journey❤
You Thank you!! Bye bye💜
[J-hope's POV] Just a red heart would've been enough for me. I know she has at least some feelings for Jungkook. Why can't she look at me like that for just once? Am I really not enough?
Anyways.... I shouldn't think like that. I need to help Jungkook get her. He's my little brother after all.
"What's wrong hyung? Why do you keep smiling at your phone? And why did those corners suddenly fall off? Who's it?" --Jungkook
"Hm? No one....How are you feeling now?" I smiled at him.
"Better I guess.... I've y'all after all. " --Jungkook
Yes. I can do it. I can give up on her. Anything for my boys. I can't just let go of this friendship just because of love.
"Don't worry Kook-ah. I'll make sure that she comes back to you. I'll make it right." I said and he hugged me.
"Hyung~" --Jungkook
"Hm?"
"You're the cause of my euphoria~" He said and I giggled at his words.
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As usual, Y/n is always an overthinker lmao.
Comment down a legendary plot twist. I'm giving you a chance to write the story🙂👌
Sorry for the short chapter after such a long time of not updating.
Bye I'm in love with Jhope. I'll go read some of his fan fictions. Don't tell Jungkook, okay?
