You're not the one | JJK

38| Guess you don't care

[Y/n's POV]

I saw this coming but why does it hurt so much? Well....he already said that he doesn't love me anymore. What was I expecting? I was excited for no reason. For a moment I thought we'll start dating after he wakes up just like what happens in cringy dramas. Idk how tf I forgot that I already got rejected.

"It's not the same for me anymore." He said that.....how could I forget? I shouldn't have been excited in the first place after the amount of hurt I've given him. I know it's all my fault but what could I do? I just wasn't sure about my feelings.....was it really that big of a mistake?

"Ma'am would you like some tea, coffee or juice?" The air attendant asked.

"J-Just some water." I replied with my broken voice after all those crying and sniffling. Heading back is the best option for now. What's the point of staying when he doesn't want to see me anyway? It's better to stay away if that's what makes him happy.

Guess you don't care at all.

[Jhope's POV]

I was sitting by Jungkook and thinking about how cute Y/n is when she's drunk. Last night she sounded drunk too. Wanting to enjoy the moment again, I took out my phone and played that recorded call from yesterday. I completely forgot what that conversation was about or maybe I just didn't care.

[Jungkook's POV]

I woke up to a sound. A smile automatically crept on my face as I recognised the owner of the voice.
Is she here? I slowly opened my eyes to see Hoseok hyung doing something with his phone.

"Oh...it's a recording." I thought. "She must know that I'm injured, right? Did she come to visit me?" An excitement filled the inside of me. Excitement of meeting the one I love after a long time even though she doesn't love me back.

"Y/N please come to Korea as soon as possible. Jungkook got into a severe acidenat." I heard the recording which hyung was playing again again while smiling.

"Huh? I'm busy hobaa. I can't come. Bye byeee *hiccup*" I heard a voice which sounded somewhat like Y/n. No....It really was Y/n.

The smile on my lips was soon replaced by a sad chuckle, grabbing Hoseok hyung's attention.

"Kookie? Are you awake? How are you feeling?" He asked as I looked at his face with glistening eyes.

"W-why are you crying? Oh my god. Come here." He pulled me into his embrace.

"S-she didn't come....right?" I sniffled.

"Huh?" --Hobi

I pulled out of the hug and looked at him again.

"She refused to come even after hearing I got into an accident, right?"

"Jung-" He tried speaking but I interrupted him.

"I heard it. The recording."

"Uh- Um....Yeah. She didn't come." He said.

I was trying real hard to hold back ny tears now. Does she really not care? Not even as a friend?

A tear rolled down my cheek and I wiped it immediately.

"Shall I request her to come?" --Jhope

"Hm?"

"Shall I call Y/n?" --Jhope

"No need. It's not like I care about her anyway. " I lied. I regret saying those words but there's something called ego still left in me. After all, human characteristics. How can I avoid them so easily?

Since the last few months she has got even more distant. It doesn't feel like she's uncomfortable to talk, it feels like she just doesn't want to face me at all.

Fuck it. This is making me crazy now. Was all the friendly love that you showed me fake? Are we so distant now that it doesn't even matter to you if I die?

Guess you don't care at all.

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Misunderstandings can be solved by not running away.

Short chapter......will be updating next one soon.

And to those who are here after seeing that "Mature" tag on the story....Don't worry. I won't disappointed you. 🌚
You just need to wait a bit more. I don't wanna ruin the story by writing a random s*x scene in between lmao.
For now, you better go read some oneshots cause Ik it's hurting down there. 🌚