You're not the one | JJK

34| Little things

[A/N: The writings in Italics are what you think.]

*2 days before Y/n's confession*

[Y/N's POV]

Should I text him first? He won't find it weird, right? I've so much to say to him but I just don't know how to.
Ahhhhhhh!!! Fuck it!!

*quack quack* A notification popped up. Omg omg it's jungkook!!! I happily clicked on the notification which led me to the chat.

Justin Seagull
Hey

You
Hi

Justin Seagull
What are you doing?

You
Nm. I was just talking to Jhope a while ago.

Justin Seagull
Oh

You
Wby?

Justin Seagull
Me? Uh I was just thinking about how you never text me first.

You
We don't have anything to talk about anyway.

Shit. I didn't mean it that way. I've a lot to say.

Justin Seagull
Sorry

You
For what?

When did he learn to spell "sorry" tho?

Justin Seagull
For expecting too much.
I forgot that you don't care anymore.

You
Jungkook
It's not like that

Justin Seagull
I miss how you noticed little things.

You
I still do.

Justin Seagull
No you don't.
Just how you didn't notice that I wrote "sorry" instead of  "sorey"

You
Jungkook listen

Is he okay? Should I call him? What if he feels uncomfortable? Yeah... Let's just talk by texting....

Justin Seagull
I know I'm no one to ask for your care but still I can't help but crave for it.
Nvm. It's my fault for expecting so much.

You
I do care for you Jungkook!

Justin Seagull
Really? If you really did then you would've called me by now to check if I'm okay like how you used to.

Seen

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I messed up. Again. Only if I said what I wanted to instead of holding back,  this wouldn't have happened. This is what happens when you think too much and don't follow your heart. You mess up the things that could've turned out well. You cause misunderstandings and you drift further apart.

The situation was getting worse and I knew that if we continued our conversation now then it'd have led to a bigger misunderstanding. In order to prevent that, I said this-

You
I think we should talk later.

[JUNGKOOK'S POV]

And now she doesn't even want to talk. Instead of trying to talk it out, she wants to end the conversation. I thought she'd slowly start understanding her feelings for me but looks like the opposite is happening. Instead of getting deeper, even the little amount of feelings she had for me are fading away. I know that I've no right to control her feelings but it's just too hard. I just couldn't keep it in and let it out. Still, I shouldn't have been that rude. I just....couldn't control anymore.