𝐆𝐔𝐍𝐒 & 𝐑𝐎𝐒𝐄𝐒 | 𝐇𝐑𝐉

28

CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
the last

Chenle carefully secured the clean bandage wrapping around the older's torso and abdomen with a silver pin that holds the end of the bandage to the top part of it, the injured boy nods as a sign of thank you making the younger Chinese nods back and bows not forgetting to sent a look to her uneasy sister sitting in the end of the bed who watched the business he did to her soulmate before walking out of the room not forgetting to close it after exiting.

Fingers fidgeting with each other her shaky eyes stare up to him intentionally looking eyes with him then the boy send him a reassuring smile to ease out the uneasy feeling coming from the girl which he can feel due to the soulmate bond. Silence took over the two not until a patting sound created by the boy by patting his lap echos in the room, motioning the older girl to sit on his lap which she hesitantly follow.

Back resting in the headboard as he let the girl rest her own back lightly in his injured chest he then rest his head in the crook of her neck sniffling the sweet vanilla perfume with the mixture of her strawberry shampoo before placing comforting kisses in her neck and exposed shoulders whilst wrapping his arms in her waist. The boy heard her breath hitching as her fingers touched a old healed wound on his right arm which isn't inked, she slowly and carefully gaze her finger on it just to find another one and more scratches.

“I know it'll be sound insensitive but I want to know you more Renjun... I want to know every details about the story of how you get this cuts this healed wounds- I know that it's pathetic to open up healed wounds just to see it bleed again but I want to know your story, your part... baby I wouldn't judge” Meigui said sweetly voice laced with caring and hesitance but the urge and curiousness to know about her other half is louder that it shouted the conclusion of her questions.

Renjun pulled the girl closer in his warm embrace giving no single fucks about hurting his fresh injury as he sigh while absorbing the request of his soulmate. As if the girl is trying to break the story walls the boy made to hide the broken pieces of him, as if the girl is trying to insert a unfit key to open the locked and forbidden door in the darkest corner of his soul - wanting to unlock the stored horrible memories he obtained for the past years.

“But it's okay if you wouldn't-”

“I'm going to tell you my story not because you told me to do so but remember our talks in the cliff... how can you change me if you don't know the damages? the cracks? the faults? how can you change me if you don't know if I'm worthy of your effort of changing me” the boy cut off her sentence making the girl let out a sigh of relief upon hearing the response of her soulmate who also sighed but to calm down himself who is slowly unlocking the door leading in the sea of memories.

It is not easy to open memories but how can we move on if we will not look back in our past even it'll end up hurting us.

“On the other side of the famous mafia member stands my weak self those dangerous memories keep coming back again from time to time hell no perhaps that might be my true self that was when my mind was gradually polluted at times I'm scared of myself to self hated and thanks to the depression that takes over me, Huang Renjun is dead already. Habitual saying uh I don't give a shit I don't give a fuck all those words are said to hide my weak self.

Actually I'm not some random kid from the orphanage of kids of people who aren't soulmates where most of the NCT members came from specially by Mark who is the person who introduced me to the group. But like those kids in the orphanage I'm abandoned not physically singe I'm living in a place that is so called home but my father and step mom abandoned me emotionally. My dad has my custody against my biological mother who isn't his soulmate and end up leaving her.