𝐆𝐔𝐍𝐒 & 𝐑𝐎𝐒𝐄𝐒 | 𝐇𝐑𝐉

05

CHAPTER FIVE
needed but never wanted

Chenle furiously bursted the door wide open by kicking it with all of his force, not even bothering to knock three times like what he used and told to do as his mind is loomed with a dark thunderous cloud above his head completely making his sea like mind turn into a havoc specially when his mixed feelings and raging thoughts collide in one certain point and drive his system wild and out of control. Anger and pain from betrayal pumps dangerously in his veins sticking visibly in his neck and arms.

Out of instincts the older Chinese guy who is casually sitting in his black leather couch while doing the paper gang work despite of savoring his own death due to his big ego and pride pulled out his favorite price possession his caliber 45 gun that shines under the light of his light lamp standing in the edge of his work table adorned with stacks and tons of paper work cleanly put up together in allover the desk making it less spacious than what it is exactly looks like when it's clean.

The younger only let out a dry scoff soon followed by a maniac laugh that resonates throughout the four cornered master bedroom of the big ass mansion Chenle owned as Renjun pointed the gun in the location of his heart. Renjun's eyes is now wide as the saucers as he eyed the younger's figure slowly but taking big steps walking to the direction of his table - forcefully and successfully making the gun out of the older's hands down to cold floor in one move as he straddle him whilst choking him.

“Why the hell did you betrayed me I trusted you with all of my heart but look what you did to me ge! You're the one who invited me in this group- you know how much I love my sister! I thought we have a promise huh? all I learned here is that all promises are meant to be broken and you and the boys give me that lesson but guess what I won't thank you” Chenle shouted brittleness lacing his voice as he stared deeply in the older's eyes begging for an subtle answer.

“It is for your own and the group's good Chenle you just don't understand right now due to anger filling your mind... listen here your sister might not agree in our groups term and conditions as stated in DETHRONE WON MISSION and there's also a big chance of her knowing what ZM is and maybe she's already working or have been trained there per your father's pleasure” Renjun managed to stay calm and monotonous despite of the situation the two of them is currently in.

With one last painful squeeze in the passage way of the older's oxygen he push him making the swevil chair where he sat move backwards and hit the wall with a loud thud - he screamed painfully as his shaky hand runs up his head and grab a fistful of it pulling it down to ease and calm his self afraid of what he can do more to Renjun.

Renjun gather all the strength left in his system to stand up and walk to where Chenle is standing but end up tripping and falling in the cold marble floor making the younger look at his weak figure laying in the ground helplessly trying to push himself upwards just to even seat while leaning his back in the side of the matress but always end up failing. Chenle roll his eyes and push his self to go near the older and help him to lay down in the floor facing him as he towers him.

“You know what I shouldn't be because all of the shits you've done to me but I pity you ge...” those words - those words are enough to fuel up something inside of Renjun's chest making his eyes darken as his mind continuesly absorbs what he just shamelessly spat infront of his face.

Pity. Oh God knows how much Renjun hates to be pitied and the fact that the younger and someone who is just a member from his unit is towering him didn't help at all from his pride getting hurt and stepped down shamelessly - a pride he spent years to build is being steeped down without hesitation by someone somewhat lower than him by age and position.

“I would careless right now I want you to go in my sister's room right at this moment and share a skin contact with her until she fully healed I don't fucking care if you're the leader here and supposedly commanding me do what I said, I want my sister back to her right state and also you imagine how can you run a group in that state? I proofread your works there as you passed it to Jisung and they're nothing but shit” Chenle command the weak figure underneath him who let out a small scoff due to annoyance.

“Bold of you to assume that I will follow your words kid you know your place here so act on it... what are you going to do if I don't share a skin contact with your sister even it means me dying?” the older teased and drive him in the edge not knowing that he do Chenle wrong.

. . .

He lifelessly crawled the long meter radius from his room/office to Chenle's room where she is laying as she patiently waits for death to overtake her body mindlessly staring in the ceiling not knowing that the door had already been opened not until a weight made the bed swift slowly sinking due to the weight above it. Her breath hitches as her soulmate finally made it next to her after a long half hour of crawling with no one to help per Chenle's order.

And what that surprised her is his physical state. He is beaten up to death as numerous patch, scratches and cuts are all around his face and arms, heck even his feet is shaking as blood drips down on it maybe due to something hard being whipped on it one of the reason why he crawled from there to here. His two toned hair looking like a bird nest, terribly pale skin, cracked lips with a dripping blood in the corner down to his neck - he suffered more because he is the one who rejected the bond but there's more to that.

Renjun growls in annoyance, disgust and specially pain thinking twice before doing it but ended up doing what the younger ordered him to do. He intertwined his calloused slender fingers in hers making glimmers of sparkles burst out again in thin air slowly falling down in their figure as the room light up - a contact after 7 days of rejecting feels like the first contact making the glimmers appear from nowhere out of control.

Meigui's heart is filled with so much warmth and joy as her eyes swirls red and gold as his eyes did so - suddenly she now finally feels her hearth beating again after 7 days of feeling dead she feels alive again. A lone tear escaped her eyes as the corners of her lips tug up in so much joy - after countless nights of pain and thoughts of her dying she's now healing because of him the one who caused all this.

His heart feels the same but his mind doesn't it is continuesly filled with thoughts his heart dogged off every time he reminds it to act as usual but it keeps beating rapidly as if it wants to jump of the ribcage and jump allover the place. His mind rage with thoughts he shouldn't have when he eyed her sweet smile and eyes - adoration but the words that escapes in his lips are the exact opposite and nothing but venom.

“Listen to me rose, I'm not here because I wanted to I'm here because its needed for me to live for the gang nothing else so take off that victorious smile of yours before I wipe that off your face”

yup yup Chenle just beat Renjun to death :) anygæs this is the longest chapter I wrote since I consumed 900 words for that Renjun and Chenle part lol.