Fading Sorrow

Unleashing feelings

Previously,

I have always wondered if I will ever have a place, a role to play in reality I find myself in or if I am destined to wander the earth alone and lost forever until I found him. I will find out the truth. I will bring my old Jihun back. My love for him is inevitable. The moon has to descend in order for the sun to rise. And I have to let go of my fear to get him back, to get my happiness back. I love him and I am nothing more than a lifeless human covered with skin and bone without him. He taught me to live and love. I am not ready to lose someone precious as him. I never thought I would fall this mad for someone. I will find out about everything that happened. I will not be ignorant, not anymore.

I will fight for my love. I will fight for myself.

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It's been a month since I ended up here as his slave. Everyday is the same, I'm disappointed but not surprised. But one thing that drives me is his presence. Every time I see his face it makes me want to find the truth badly, makes me crave to be in his arms. But I haven't found a single thing. I don't know where to start? Who to ask?

Ae-ri is now inside Jihun's room and I am standing here in front of his closed room doors. I just can't help but feel the burning sensation in the pit of my stomach. My heart filled with jealousy and madness.

"What are you still doing here?" I heard a voice making me turn around.

It was Ae-ri. I just bowed seeing her.

"My lady I- " I was cut off when we heard another voice.

"You should leave now, Ae-ri " Jihun said as he walked towards us.

She just stared at me for a minute before walking away. I raised my head a bit seeing her figure fading away in the long hallway. There was no one there except me and Jihun. And no guard accompanied Ae-ri. I wonder why ? How can the princess walk alone to the King's room without any guards?

"I want to talk with you." He said and I can't resist myself looking at him after hearing his raspy, deep voice.

I slowly raised my head looking at the person in front of me. He was so beautiful. I got so lost in his beautiful eyes. His eyes shine like a million stars in the night sky, so pure and beautiful. The world seems to have stopped in its tracks. The time has frozen and now it's only me and him. I wish this moment could last forever.

But to my great luck it didn't. The beautiful moment ended when he held my arms tightly as he dragged me inside his room. I couldn't think straight. What is happening now?

" What are you trying to do, huh?" He asked in a cold tone. I didn't understand what he was talking about? I just stared at him blankly.

"I asked you something and I demand an answer." He asked again feeling a bit annoyed and irritated at my silence.

"I don't know what you are talking about, my majesty." I said in a low tone enough for him to hear.

"You don't know what I am talking about?" He chuckled a bit but his expression turned dark at an instant.

"What are you trying to find out?" He said and now it all made sense. He already knew about me trying to find the truth or what happened after I left. He surely has full control over this place.

I looked at him. He looked so mad. His powerful gaze burning my soul. I lost it! All the emotions I have been keeping to myself unleashed, as hot tears started flowing through my cheeks falling down on the floor. I don't care what happens after this. They say when it comes to wounds caused by someone could only be healed by them. And now I wanted to ask straight to him about what happened .

What will be his answer? Will Ara get to know the truth?