Fading Sorrow

Pure evil

Previously,

I looked at him. He looked so mad. His powerful gaze burning my soul. I lost it! All the emotions I have been keeping to myself unleashed, as hot tears started flowing through my cheeks falling down on the floor. I don't care what happens after this. They say when it comes to wounds caused by someone could only be healed by them. And now I wanted to ask straight to him about what happened .

What will be his answer? Will Ara get to know the truth?

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I slowly took small steps walking towards him.The sight of his beautiful face sends shivers through my body. I stare at the dream-like figure as my body stops moving. I slowly lifted up my hand reaching out to his face. I feel the soft touch of his skin on my finger tips. A tear rolled down my cheek as I slowly dropped my hand. I can feel him...touch him. I felt free and trapped, I felt anger and love, I felt burnt but healed. I felt everything all at once.

The intensity of his eyes was killing me, destroying me, torturing me. It made me want to crumble down in weakness and be held by him. The longer I stared at him, the more I felt my longing towards him. It took me a lot of courage to even utter a word. But I need to gather myself together.

"What happened after I left you? What is happening now? Why are you like this?" As I started I blurted out everything I had in my mind.

The room was filled with silence once again. He slowly walked away, increasing the gap between us.

"Nothing happened and even if something happened, why do you think I would tell it to you?" He asked me, turning around facing me again. His face showed no expression. His voice blunt and sharp. It was tearing me apart. It went straight for my heart, no kidding.

"No, I really believe something happened. You were never like this? You say something but your eyes say otherwise.Your stare is scary like the sea. But I can see who you are, you truly are! Your eyes only show pain and craving for love. Please tell me I am right." I said in a fast phase, feeling fear growing inside me. My voice breaking, waiting for his next response.

"What bullshit! What do you know about me, huh? You knew me only for a week." He spoke out. Anger clearly visible in his voice.

What I knew about him? How could he ask that? His tone makes me doubt my trust in him. Was he always this arrogant and rude?

"Why are you being rude to me? I want you to talk to me like you used to. Just please talk to me. Even lies will do, just speak. I am tired of this silence. You keep everything from me and I feel so far from you. I am yours ain't I? It feels so wrong to be close to you. Just tell me it isn't wrong. Even if it was for a week I clearly know you Jihun. I know you more than anyone else. You are very good at hiding your emotions. Do you think I will be blinded like everyone by your act? You were not a monster when I met you back. What is happening to you? Why are you acting like this, huh? My soul is made of glass. And if you throw a stone at it again, I would stay far away. I am just a little touch away from being shattered completely." I shouted out in anger and pain.

"I am a monster! And you are just another person who is suffering because of me. No one loves me. Everyone just hates me or fears me. What do you think you are? Do you think you can love me? You can never love me! Coming to think of it, no one can love me. I care for no one but myself. I am pure evil in human form." He shouted in wrath. His eyes no longer showed any love or emotions. His hurtful words just tore my heart into pieces. He really sounded evil to the point of convincing me. Convincing the person who believed he was an angel, with full of her heart.

I felt betrayed and hurt. The man who I thought I owed my life to had now turned out to be the one ruining it. That thought made the pain worse.

"The beautiful love which I felt from you has completely disappeared, Jihun. It completely has! " He chuckled darkly hearing me and with a smirk he stated,

" Most things that disappear are beautiful! "