March 30th 2019
7:38AM
FridayI put my hair up in a neat ponytail and grabbed my keys off the counter. I picked up my laptop off of the couch and walked out of the house. I placed the laptop on the passenger seat and put my seatbelt on.
I pulled into the parking lot of the small cafe and grabbed my laptop, getting out of the car. I walked through the door and found a seat near the window and sat down.
As much as i love my friends, one of my favorite things to do is sit alone and write songs. I like to come here during all me free time, its just so comfortable in here.
A tall curly haired guy came to take my order and i just ordered an iced coffee. I opened my computer and looked around to kind of get an idea of what i wanted to write about.
I got my coffee and i took small sips as i brainstormed lyrics. I looked across the cafe and noticed a familiar brown haired boy sitting with a girl. For some reason i kind of felt my heart sting.
Ive never even had a conversation with him. I just brushed it off and looked back at my computer. Suddenly i just couldn't focus so i picked up my things and walked out of the cafe.
I placed my cup in the cupholder and opened my phone to a message from ian.
ian💕
Ian💕: Yo wanna come over?
Me: Bet be there in 20
I connected my phone to the bluetooth and shuffle my liked songs and started driving. I softly hummed along to the sonder song that played through my speakers as i pulled into their neighborhood.
I parked and walked up to the door and rang the doorbell. Merlyn answered the door and greeted me, stepping to the side to let me in.
"Heyyy" ian said walking over to me and hugging me. "So, we're all going to six flags in like a hour, wanna come?" He asked. "Im so down" i said and he smiled.
"Im gonna go get actually ready abd pick up ayla and saph okay" i said and he nodded his head. "Okay let me know when i should be on my way" i said. "Will do" he said and i walked out of the door.
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I put my hair up into 2 french braids and did some simple makeup. I called ayla and saphia to let them know that im going to be on my way soon. I slipped on my white floral skirt with a slit down the side and a simple white cropped tank top.
I put on my air forces and grabbed keys, walking out the door.
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We pulled into the parking lot of six flags and the three of us got out of my car and we walked across the parking lot to meet the rest of the boys and their significant others.
We all walked into the park and scouted for rides to get on. "Lets get on x2" ayla said and we all walked over to get in line at the ride. Ciaran stood in front of us, his hands entwined with the blonde girl.
"You good belle?" Saphia asked snapping me out of my mini trance. "Yeah, yeah perfect" i said walking forward as the line got shorter.
I sat in the cart next to tavia and i fiddled with my fingers waiting for the instructor to strap us in. "Thats new" she said referring to ciaran and the girl.
"I dont really care, ive never even talked to him" i said. "You should try, you're much better than that girl, she sucks" she said as the ride started to take off.
"He has a girlfriend, im not like that" i said, my hands gripped the seat tightly as we got higher and higher. "Ciaran doesn't date belle, he wouldn't make an exception for that troll. Just talk to him" she said.
The drop came and we both screamed. It finally came to a stop and we both got out of the cart. "Come on, ill help you" tavia said grabbing my hand as we exited the ride.
"Okay look she went to get food, now's your chance. Go bump into him or something" she said. I took a deep breath and did just that. "Shit, im so sorry" i said after bumping into him. "Its whatever" he said blandly and i walked back over to tavia.
"How did it go?" She asked. "It didn't. Lets just go on another ride" i said. "You know im not gonna stop this right" she said. "I know. But he seems genuinely uninterested so lets put it to rest" i said.
"I cant do that" she said smiling as we walked over to ayla and saphia. "Will you guys tell her that she has to talk to ciaran?" Tavia asked them.
"Girl come on you still haven't talked to him?" Ayla asked. "The opportunity hasn't presented itself, now if you dint mind im gonna go smoke" i said walking away from them to find a smoke area.
I put the cigarette up to my lips and felt around my pockets just to realize that I didn't have a lighter. I let out a sigh and ran my hand through my hair.
"Here" i heard from behind me. I turned around to see the familiar brown haired boy with a lighter in his hand. "Thank you" i said softly as i lit my cigarette. I handed him the lighter back and swung my feet as i sat on the bench.
"Camel? Amateur" he said and i chuckled. "I hate them, they're horrible, but i need them" i said. "I get you" he said. "So how long have you known ian?" He asked. I took a puff and smiled.
"About 8 years, we met in sophomore year and we were pretty much inseparable up until the beginning of senior year when i moved to la" i said. "So why did you move to la, if you dont mind me asking" he said.
"My uh- my dad was a dick, to say the least. I just wanted to get out of texas as soon as i could and the first opportunity I got, i took it" i said. "What about you?" I asked.
"Well im originally from-" he started but got cut off by the blonde girl walking over to him. "Thats my cue" i said softly, putting out my cigarette and walking back over to tavia, ayla, and saphia.
"Holy shit you did it" tavia saif excited. "What did you guys talk about?" Ayla asked. "Well he was in the middle of telling me where he was from and stuff but-" i nodded my head over to them making out on the bench.
"I cant stand her" tavia said and i laughed. "Is she really that bad?" I asked and she rapidly nodded her head. "Come on, lets go on the bumper cars" she said. As we were walking i accidentally bumped into the blonde girl.
"Hey watch where you're going bitch" she said and i raised my eyebrow. "Are we gonna have a problem lia?" Tavia asked walking next to me. "We're not" ciaran said grabbing her.
The four of us just continued walking. "See" tavia said. "We should've just fucked her up" ayla said and we all laughed.
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