June 17th, 2019
2:37PM
FridayI kicked my feet in dirt as i walked up the boys' house. I knocked softly on the door and ciaran answered. "Good afternoon" i said. "Oh sorry we dont want any girl scouts cookies" he said and i punched his shoulder and.
"very hilarious leprechaun" i said walking into the house. I wrapped his arm around my shoulder and kissed my cheek as we walked upstairs. I sat down on his bed and laid upside down as he sat on the floor in front of me.
he looked up at my face and placed a soft peck on my lips. "I love you" he whispered and I smiled. "I love you more" I whispered back. He climbed onto the bed and I sat back up to face him.
I laid down on his lap and he stroked my hair as he went through hulu. "Let's go to a store or something" he said and I nodded my head. I put my shoes on and grabbed my purse off of his nightstand and we walked outside to the car.
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We walked down sunset and ciaran pulled me towards a familiar record shop and I stop him. "no no ciaran lets go somewhere else" I said trying to go back. "Come on weirdo, I need more" he said and I sighed.
please don't be here
please don't be here
please don't be h- "Welcome!" a curly haired boy said as we walked in and I tried to keep my head down. I stood behind ciaran as he looked through the records and I waited for him to find what he was looking for.
We walked over to the counter and I kept my head down as jake scanned the records. "Hello isabelle" he said and I sighed. "Hi jake" I said quietly earning a strange look from ciaran. "You two know each other?" Ciaran asked as he got his bag.
"Long story, come on" I said grabbing his hand and we walked out of the store. I sat down in the driver's seat and he just stood in front of the car. I rolled down the window and sighed. "Ciaran are you fucking kidding right now" i yelled.
"Get in the car ciaran" i said. "Are you sleeping with him?" He asked and i stared at him. "Walk home ciaran" i said starting the car and driving off.
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I slammed the door shut and hit my fists on the door and I couldn't even find it in me to cry. I heard a knock on the door and I got up. I slowly opened the door and saw ciaran standing there.
A tear fell from his eye and i felt.my heart burst. "Baby.." i said softly as i cupped his face, wiping his tears away with my thumb. "Ciaran I would never. I love you, I can say that until I die. You're the only one I want" I whispered.
He wrapped his hands around my waist and he laid his head on my shoulder. I ran my hands through his hair and held him tight. I rubbed his back softly and kissed his cheek softly.
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