July 3rd, 2019
8:50AM
MondayMy eyes slowly opened and the bright sun nearly blinded me. I sat up and rubbed my eyes, I grabbed my phone off of my nightstand and saw the time. "Fuck" I said and rushed out of the bed, into the bathroom.
I heard a knock on the door and I unlocked it. "You okay belle?" ciaran asked wrapping his hand around my waist as I put my hair up quickly. "No, im a hour late their gonna kill me" I said. "Hey hey hey, its okay baby just breathe okay" he said holding my shaking hand.
"Everytime something goes wrong in the group its my fault ciaran theyre gonna hate me. This is so big for us" I said putting on my shoes. "Isabelle, you're okay. You've barely been sleeping I think they will understand" he said cupping my face.
"Will you come with me?" I asked and he nodded his head. "Okay we need to hurry, we need to be there like yesterday" I yelled walking out the door and getting in the car. I threw my guitar case in the back and honked for ciaran to hurry.
He ran out and got in the passenger seat and I took off.
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I grabbed my guitar and we ran into the studio. "Im so sorry I overslept" I said walking into the room filled with 3 people. "Isabelle do you even understand how important this is?" ayla asked. "Ayla I know I just-" "Save it Isabelle, you blew it. They got tired of waiting" Saphia said and I sighed.
"I can talk to them guys" I said. "God cant you see, that was our only chance and like always you fucked it up isabelle. go home" ayla said raising her voice. I looked at her and grabbed my guitar case.
I stormed out of the room, tears falling down my face. "Belle" ciaran said running after me as I walked back to my car. I opened the door and threw my guitar back in the back seat and laid my head on the steering wheel.
The passenger door opened and ciarans hand laid on my back. "Baby theyre just upset right now okay" he said. "Well no shit ciaran" I said. "They're gonna come around" he whispered.
"They're my bestfriends. What if I really fucked up this time?" I said. "Belle you guys have been friends since kindergarten this isn't gonna be the reason why you guys split okay. Let's get you home" he said grabbing the keys.
A/n: so sorry for being so bad at updating lately,,i start senior year next week feeling: scared as shit. anywho, ill try to update as much as i can!
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