April 2nd, 2019
5:55PM
Tuesday"Belle you're getting dye all over the counter" ayla said laughing. I looked over at the purple dye on the counter. "Fuck my bad" i chuckled. I stood behind saphia putting the dye in her hair.
I washed my hands and sat on the bathtub as we waited. "So, have you talked to you know who since last week?" Saphia asked. "Nope" i answered.
"Guys i dont have a crush on him or anything, and hes with someone so lets just let it go okay" i said and they just looked at me confused.
"Oh my god sorry that sounded so rude" i said and we all laughed. "We're never gonna let it go belle, sorry" saphia said and i smiled. My phone lit up from the counter and i got up to check it.
"Tavia wants to know if we wanna go to a party at the boys' at 8" i said. "Ooh hell yeah" they both said.
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"Belle wear this, youll look sooo cute" tavia said pulling out a black mini skirt as she went through my closet. "Oh shit i actually just bought a shirt that goes well with that" i said walking out of the bathroom and grabbing the black corset from my drawer.
"Okay next, hair" she said. I brushed my hair out and straightened it out. I got dressed and tavia did as well and we both made our way out of the house.
We pulled up to the house and I quickly fixed myself in the car mirror and we got out of the car. I texted saphia and ayla to let them know that we were there and then we walked into the house.
Immediately the smell of alcohol and weed ran through my nose. Loud music played through the speakers and people filled the house. "hey im gonna go find matt" tavia said and I nodded.
I walked into the kitchen and looked at the drinks. As I grabbed a cup I stopped myself from getting alcohol, considering that im driving. I filled my cup up with water and squeezed my way past everyone, walking outside.
I pulled my pack of cigarettes out of my jacket pocket and put one between my lips. I lit it and sat by the pool. Surprisingly, there was no one outside and I just enjoyed the quiet, cold air.
"Your friends are looking for you" I heard from behind me. The brown haired boy sat down next to me as I smoked my cigarette. "I know" I said. "So, why are you out here all alone?" he asked. "I hate crowded spaces" I said.
"Said the artist that has concerts" he said and I laughed. "That's different" I said and he smiled. Wow. "Did that hurt?" He asked looking at the tattoo on my wrist.
"For me it did because im a fucking baby but i think for anyone else it wouldnt" i said. I turned around to look through the glass sliding door and saw lia looking around.
"I think your girlfriend is looking for you" i said. "She is not my girlfriend" he said. "Want a drink?"he asked getting up. "Nope, im driving" i said and he nodded his head.
"Well, wanna come inside?" He asked. "I think I'm gonna stay out here for a bit longer" i said. "Okay, later belle" he said giving me a small wave and walking inside.
I smiled to myself as i put my cigarette out on the concrete. I played with my rings and shivered as the cold air hit my arms. I pulled my jacket over me and got up.
I walked down the hall looking for a bathroom and finally i spotted one. I washed my hands and as i was about to open the door i heard a female and male arguing. The closer i listened to more i recognized the voices.
It was ciaran and lia. "You need to stay away from her" she yelled. "You dont even know her, why don't you like her?"he yelled back. "It's obviously what she wants ciaran, do you see the way shes dressed? She's obviously a whore" she said.
I opened the bathroom door and they both went blank faced. "Wow" i said pushing past them and walking back outside. Ciaran followed behind me and i felt a small tear fall down my face.
I quickly wiped it away and turned around. "Stay away from him" she said and i laughed. "I literally have never spoken to you, i get that youre insecure or whatever but you dont get to reflect that onto me" i said.
"Insecure? Youre all makeup bitch jist watch" she said and she pushed me forward, causing me to fall into the pool. "Lia what the fuck" ciaran yelled.
All i felt was the cold water on my skin. I brought myself back up and climbed out of the pool. "Get the fuck out" ciaran yelled at her. I sat on the concrete, shaking cold.
"Hey hey come with me" ciaran said grabbing my hand, helping me up off the ground. We walked into the house and ayla and tavia ran over to me. "Woah woah what the hell happened?" Tavia asked.
"Lia" ciaran said. "Im gonna fucking kill her" ayla said. "We'll be right back" he said to them as we walked upstairs. We got to his room and he handed me a towel.
I dried my dripping wet hair and laid my face in my hands. "Hey im so sorry" he said softly as he went through his dresser. I stayed silent as i put my hair up into two french braids.
"Here you go" he said handing me a sweatshirt and a pair of shorts. "Thanks" i said lowly. "Can you uh- can you turn around please" i said and he nodded his head, turning around.
I slipped out of my wet clothes and changed into the ones he gave me. "Im done" i said softly. I reached for the doorknob and felt his hand on my shoulder. "Belle im really sorry about her" he said. "Isabelle" i said opening the door.
I walked downstairs to ayla, saphia, and tavia. "I just wanna go home, ill see you guys later" i said walking out the front door.
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