April 21st, 2019
2:23PM
Saturday"Belle any ideas?" Ayla asked and i realized that I had zoned out. "Shit sorry, what ate we talking about?" I asked and she sighed. "Ciarans birthday" matt said.
"Oh right. Uhm a suprise party?" I suggested. Ciaran and i have been pretty bland since the kiss. Its kinda like it never happened. I don't mind of course. Maybe it was a in the moment thing.
"Thats actually not bad, what do we think guys?" Ian asked. "Sounds good" they all said. "Okay lets assign roles" ian said. "We'll do cake" matt and tavia said.
"Ill keep him busy" i said. "And Ill do decorations" ian said excitedly. "Okay belle how are you gonna keep him busy, the man cant do the same thing for too long" ian said. "Ill come up with something i promise" i said.
I looked down at my phone and sighed. "Shit i have to go" i said grabbing my keys and walking out the door.
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I pulled up to the building and walked up until i found the familiar number. I rang the doorbell and the door opened. "Whats up?" I asked. "Nothing" he said. "You said there was an emergency" i said raising my eyebrow.
"Cause i knew you wouldn't have come ovet if i just asked" he said and i scoffed. "Goodbye jeremy" i said turning around and he grabbed my wrist. "Dont" i said and he let go.
"Sorry" he said softly. "Look if nothings wrong then i have to go" i said. "Belle i miss you...i miss us" he said. "Well you should've thought about that while you were cheating on me" i said.
"Isabelle dont be like that" he said and i ran my hand through my hair. "Jeremy, im so sorry but i don't miss us. Ive moved on" i said and he looked down. "Does he treat you well?" He asked.
"Its not even about a guy, ive moved on with my life. Im not letting you ruin it again" i said and walked back down the stairs to my car. I got in and threw my face in ny hands.
I pulled out my phone and dialed a number. It rang twice and it picked up. "Hello?","hey are you busy right now?" I asked. "Nope, you okay?" He asked. "Not really, can i see you in 20?" I asked.
"Of course" he said. "Okay im on my way" i said hanging up and starting my car.
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I drove up to the house walked up to the door. I rang the doorbell and i was faced with kiko at the door. "Oh hey belle, iand not here right now" he said. "Oh im actually here for ciaran" i said softly and i saw him appear behind him.
"Oh okay" he said and left ciaran and into talk. "Come in" he said stepping aside for me to come in. We walked upstairs to his room and i looked around, studying the art he had on his walls.
"Whats up?" He asked. "Uhm i talked to my ex today" i said. "Oh shit, what happened?" he asked. "Basic ex shit, 'i miss us, blah blah blah'" i said. "Speaking from personal experience, dont fall for it belle, hes just gonna fuck you over again" he said.
I ran my hand through my hair and pulled it a bit, which is a thing i tend to do when im stressed. You can only imagine how much hair ive lost from it. "Hey you okay? Seems like you have more on your mind" he said.
"Im just- really fucking tired" i said. "Physically or emotionally?" He asked. "Both" i said and he frowned. "Lets watch a movie, it'll distract you for a while" he said and a small smile formed on my face.
"Do i get to choose which one?" I asked. "Yes but if you put on something dumb ill have to hurt you" he said and i chuckled. "Deal" i said and he handed me the remote.
I put on midnight sun and smiled to myself. "Isabelle im gonna kill you" he said and i laughed. "Just watch it, its so good" i said. He grabbed a pillow off of the bed and hit it into my side.
I grabbed one aswell and i hit him with hit. Some how he ended up on top of me and we just stared at each other. He moved his face closer to mine but before our lips could connect the door swung open.
"Ciaran do you have m- oh shit" matt said walking in and back out. We looked at each other and laughed. He helped me up and we watched the movie.
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