June 2nd, 2019
10:23AM
ThursdayCiaran and i sat in his room as he tuned his guitar and i laid next to him on the bed. "Does this sound right?", he asked strumming the guitar and i nodded my head. He set the guitar down on the bed and ran his hand through his hair.
"You okay?" I asked sitting up and rubbing his back gently. "Just tired" he said. "Wanna go to my place?" I asked and he nodded his head. I put my sweatpants on and pulled his hoodie over my head.
The house was completely silent as the boys were all still asleep. I grabbed my keys off of the counter and we walked outside to my car.
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I unlocked my front door and as ciaran went into my room I called for lili. She didnt come to me when I called her and i scrunched my eyebrows. I picked up her bowl and shook it around. "Lili baby where are you" i said.
She still wasnt coming and i began to grow worried. I walked into my room and tried to calm myself down. "Ciaran have you seen lili?" I asked him. "No, why, you cant find her?" He asked and i nodded my head.
"Okay come on its okay, lets look for her" he said rubbing my back softly. I checked her usual hiding spots and she wad no where to be found. "Belle come" ciaran yelled from across the house.
I ran over to him and let out a sigh of relief when i saw lili laying in the bathtub. I climbed into the tub and held her tight. "You little shit, you scared me half to death" i said as a small tear dropped from my eye.
Ciaran climbed in next to me and kissed my head. "Your heart is about to burst out of your chest" he said and i laughed. I stood up and set her in the floor and ciaran and i walked into my room.
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I slipped into my silk red dress and brushed my hair out. Ciaran came behind me and weapped his arms around my waist as i put on my lipstick. "You look fantastic" he whispered into my ear as he kissed down my neck.
"Youre looking pretty sharp yourself mcdonald" i said and he smiled. I put my heels on and grabbed my necklace out of my jewelry box. "Can you put this on for me?" I asked ciaran. He moved my hair to the side and put the necklace around my neck.
I turned around and kissed his lips softly. "Haha now your lips are red", i teased. "I hate you" he said and i smiled. I grabbed my purse and we walked out the door.
Last week tavia and i planned a double date with all the boys and their lovers at a nice restaurant we found on sunset.
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We got out of the car and greeted everyone in front of the restaurant. "Are we all gonna fit at one table?" Matt asked. "We'll make it work" i said. We went inside and waited for the receptionist to call us.
"Isabelle" the lady called and we all walked over to the table and we all sat down. We order our drinks and I had to come to the tough decision to not get a margarita because i was driving.
"So belle, how's music been with you?" Zuri asked. "Stressful as fuck. I have no ideas" i said. "What about you guys" i said looking at the boys. "You guys got a name for the album yet?" I asked.
"We're thinking about calling it ginger but its just an idea right now" ian said. The lady came with our drinks and we all orderd our food. I sipped from my drink while listening to matt and aylas boyfriend talked about kanye.
Ciarans cold hand went to grip my thigh gently and goosebumps raised on my skin. "You okay?" He whispered into my ear and I nodded my head. "I love this dress" he whispered, raising his hand higher. My breathing started to pick up.
"Ciaran theyre gonna hear us" i whispered as my breathing became shaky. He moved his hand and i tried to fix my breathing. "Lets finish this when we get back" he whispered.
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We all finish our food and I spent 20 minutes arguing with tavia because i wanted to pay the full bill. We ended up splitting the check and we all went our separate ways. Ciaran and i got into the car and drove back to my place.
I unlocked the door and immediately his lips connected to mine. His hands gripped my waist and i kicked the door closed. He lifted me up and i wrapped my legs around his torso as he carried me into my room.
He laid me on the bed and kissed down my neck.
(I don't feel like writing a whole smut🙏😕🙏)
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