Geek God and Xander Zee [ZaintSee]

Chapter 10

I can't believe it's been two months since Zee and. We am together now, he has forbidden me to check his Instagram because he noticed the way I look at the comments. I work on updating the fan site whenever I'm free, but Zee has forbidden me to look in there too, I just agreed because I know he is trying to protect me. Most of the time he doesn't check his Instagram as well, he keeps updated images and stories because his work requires him to do that, but I've also seen him feel beaten up when he sees hate comments, I already knew that haters are more dedicated than fans. Now his agency maintenance his Instagram and they tried to get in touch with me as well to take over the fansite, we came to an agreement that they will take care of the fake accounts and spam and let me take care of the programming.

But apart from all that, we are happy, he moved in with me, he never wanted to stay with his parents and wanted to get as far as he could the first chance he got. I don't blame him, his parents were rude people. We installed wardrobes and cabinets in the little space which was left, his clothes and shoes took almost all the space but I was just happy with one rack. We bought a bed, I only had space for a single bed, it looked difficult for two adult men to sleep in one narrow bed, but I felt myself smile every time he pulled me closer to him in his sleep fearing I would fall down. It was the sweetest thing and it made me very happy.

Zee took care of everything before he left for work in the morning. He cleaned the house every day. I told him he did not have to do that, but he did it anyway because he said he liked to do it for me. He cooked all three meals, he noticed that I've only been surviving on junk all this while, he got super angry at my eating behavior and started cooking all the healthy stuff by himself and made sure I finished everything. He did the dishes and the laundry, he even took out the garbage every day, he did everything for me and never let me help him because he said that I wasn't used to working so I might get tired soon, he was treating me like a prince.

I don't order stuff online anymore. He takes me out shopping. I see myself begging him to take me out nowadays. I never wanted to step out in the sun, but I keep wanting to see the world outside, so much has changed since I paid attention to everything since the last time. I still don't smile in front of anyone, he tries so much to make me smile, but I just don't and now he has made his life goal to make me smile, but he is aware that I am happy to be here with him.

I started working in Nile tech. Day was right, it left like home, I only had to tell Day and all those kids my ideas and they got on to work immediately without any questions. I am surprised sometimes how those kids know exactly what I have in mind, but either way, they don't interact much and I am thankful for that, it's just like we are all in sync and know exactly what is on the other's mind so everyone just works on getting the work done, I have the best team ever.

Not to forget the best boss, who is also my fan, but I know all those kids I work with admire Geek God, they just don't know that I work with them every day. I've been socializing a bit more than I thought, it's all because of Hwahwa. She is the sweetest and warmest person I've ever met. Zee and I and Hwahwa and Day hang out from time to time, whenever we are free. With Zee being my boyfriend now and Day being my boss, Hwahwa is my only friend right now. It's surprising even for me that I started to talk to so many people.

This makes me realize, Zee was right, he did try his best to change the way I feel about myself and now he has achieved it. I feel more confident and brave, with everything in my favor, I smile unconsciously while looking at the computer screen while making edits to some designs at home. Zee promised me that he wouldn't allow us to have sex until I feel sure about him, he tries a lot to control every time we make out, I know he is sexually frustrated, but he doesn't show that to me because he respects me.

"Wait... Are you smiling?" Zee caught me.

I immediately put my normal face on and said "what? No"

"I think I just saw you smiling, huh imagining things now, here"

He handed me a coffee mug, I never had coffee before he came, but he told me that it is a much-needed energy drink for a hard-working person like me, I took it from him and sipped it to feel the adrenaline rush to my head. I concentrated and in about a few minutes I did what I had in mind.

I looked at Zee who was watching some shows on my Tablet.

"Hey..." I said while looking at him

"Hey?" He said questioningly

"Do you wanna play a game?" I asked and he perked up, I asked in a way that indicated 'game' was what he was anticipating for a long time now. I know how his dirty mind works by now because my mind is just as dirty as his.

"What?" He asked dumbfounded

"I asked you if we can play a game" I pointed at the monitor.

"Oh...yeah sure" I could see a pout, he was really frustrated, but I know his celibate life was going to come to an end soon.

I bought him another chair because I like playing with him, he is rather good at it and we make good teammates. I end up saving him most of the time but it's fun. I connected another keyboard and mouse for him, I had a screen for myself and he had his own. We started playing, within seconds he stopped sulking and started being completely involved in the game. I know he needed this, so I purposely died, he got anxious, I was always there to back him up but now he was all on his own.

"This is bad, can we restart? Saint, we should restart"

"No, that's not an option, we will go down on the scoreboard, we have worked so hard to maintain this place, you have to win, you have to win for me"

"But Saint, how am I gonna do it"

"You know what to do, your own your own now, I trust you, you can do this"

That seemed to do the trick and he moved forward and shot everyone who got in his way, he was shot but then, I thought about how to use the cheat code to revive, I told him to use it only in cases of emergency, right now my trust was at stake, what more can be important than that. I kept quiet, until he reached the end and then, the screen displayed that he won and he couldn't believe his eyes.

"I won, I won, Saint I won" he was laughing with joy I smiled at him

"You won, you did it" he saw my smiling face and he was happier, he held my face and smashed his lips on me.

"You smiled, I won again"

"Haha" I kept chuckling while he kept celebrating in joy.

He hugged me sideways from his chair and kept shaking me, I looked at how happy this made him. He looked into my eyes and then saw the way I was looking at him and then pulled me into a deep kiss. He was struggling to stop, I was pulling him closer, he broke apart and gave me a sad look. I couldn't see that face anymore, I kept leaning in and he kept leaning back, I pulled the collar of his T-shirt and made him kiss me, he still pulled back, I pulled him by his nape and kissed him forcefully. I knew I had to hint to him that it was okay to let go and let our bodies take control. I held his nape to keep it in place and kissed his cheeks and started kissing his neck. He was surprised when I gave him a hickey. He knew that I don't do that too often, so I brought my other hand and ran down his six-pack and I did not hesitate to go down even further and touch his crotch.

He jolted apart and looked at me, his face was red, his lips were swollen, he breathed through his mouth and looked at me with dilated eyes. He looked so sexy. "Saint... Are you sure?"

"I think it's about time Zee" I made sure that my voice sounded deep, he liked it when I spoke that way.

"Oh no," he just stood up from the seat abruptly leaving me confused.

"What? I thought~"

"You caught me off guard, I'm not prepared"

"What?" I was getting angry, what did he mean by that.

"I need to buy some stuff, I will be right back" saying that he grabbed his wallet and dashed out of the door.

I was left confused only a second later I realized that what he meant, he went out to get the essentials for safe sex. I blushed, I smiled, fuck now I was shy.