"The World I Live In" Levi x Reader

Chapter 30

After the expedition, it seems like I hit my head really hard. Then I'll just have to repeat the same thing. It doesn't need to be that hard, but hard enough for the memories to come back.

"But how do I do that?" I accidently said my thoughts out loud.

"Do what?" Armin asked.

Today, Eren, Armin, Mikasa, and I are in Levi's office. I had them help me with getting my memories back. But it isn't going well.

"Armin, you know how some poison cancels each other out by its same poison? Like being stung by a scorpion, and getting stung by a scorpion again, and the poison from the scorpion itself starts to fight off itself to get the territory. But in the end, both the poison are killed off."

"(Y/n), what's a scorpion?"

"Scorpion is a....wait," I thought for a moment, how did I know? I think I had a dream about it,"I'm not sure."

"Are you thinking of hitting your head?" Levi asked.

"What, no," I said nervously.

"You better not."

I nodded.

"Well anyway," I said as I got up and grabbed all the stuff they've gathered to help with my memories, in my arms,"This isn't working so let's put all these back."

The stuff used for my memories were a couple letters inside it's envelopes that I'd supposedly wrote before, but I didn't read what was inside. The other items were a 15 pound weight that I use sometimes. My hairbrush, sketchbook, clothes, a pencil and pen, and some other crap. The ones like the hairbrush and utensils were used for me to demonstrate things I did before. But no luck at all. Plus, the stuff was heavy, with it's weight combined together.

"Hey, you were the one who got us here to help you with your memory thing," Eren said teasingly.

"I know, I know. Sorry," I half teased back, with half of my attention on what I'm doing.

I accidentally tripped on my own feet and the stuff scattered all over the floor. It made a loud noise, especially the 15 pound weight. I quickly knelt down and reached my hand towards the envelopes, trying to pick up the mess.

Apparently Eren and Levi knelt down to help, too, and our hands touched. Everything was so coincidental that it's like planned. Their hands were right on mine. When I looked up to stare at them, I thought I would consider who to stare at, Eren? Or, Levi? But I didn't need to think, I went straight to stare at Levi, he stared back. I didn't know what made my mind instinctively choose Levi. Eren on the other hand, was dissapointed, but I didn't notice. We stared for a while, before I quickly slid my hand out.

"S-S-Sor..ry...!" I squealed out so nervously.

My heart had beat so fast that I could believe that I was having a heart attack.

"A-Anyway, I'm going back to my room!" I accidentally raised my voice a little.

And I quickly walked out and kinda slammed the door. Inside the room, there was some talking about me.

"Is (y/n) okay? All of a sudden she changed..." Armin spoke.

"You don't understand, Armin," Mikasa replied,"You're still a kid."

"I'm the same age as you, you know," Armin said back.

Of course, I didn't hear any of that, I was almost in my room at that point. When I arrived in my room, I thought for a moment.

It feels really familiar, that instant when I  looked into Levi's eyes, with myself going crazy inside. I could still feel myself heating up. For some reason, a tear rolled from one of my eyes. Levi....

I still can't remember anything.