"The World I Live In" Levi x Reader

Chapter 15

"Ah, ah! Ah!" I screamed in my sleep.

I sprang up from my bed when I woke. Ugh  I've been having alot of these nightmares.

The door suddenly flung opened which startled me. It was Eren.

"(Y/n) are you okay? You were screaming so loud."

"Yeah, I'm okay, just had a bad dream," I said as I looked down.

Omg, couple of the buttons on my pajamas came off, probably during my sleep. And how could Eren suddenly burst into my room, it's a girl's room.

"E-Eren, this is a girl's room."

"O-Oh uh, s-sorry!"

"N-No, Eren. It's okay, just...a little awkward. Um, Eren, did anyone else hear it?"

"Probably not, because  I was right outside your room when I heard it. And I was there because I was bored...so I came."

"Okay, I'm going to get myself ready for the day. I'm going to the restroom, wait for me, Eren."

"Okay."

Time Skip (Walking, Walking~)

Eren wanted to go for a walk with me, and so we've been walking around for about half an hour now.

"We still have a couple more days until we start where we left of on the expedition."

"Yeah."

"Are you scared?"

"Kinda."

"Don't be, because knowing you, you will make it, (y/n)."

I giggled a little. As we walked, Petra camed along. Like us, she was taking walk, breathing in some fresh air.

Petra and Eren get along really well. Petra basically gets along with everyone, at least to me.

Somehow, off to the corner, I felt a very familiar presence. I looked over, but there was no one. It was probably my imagination.

"Hey (y/n), do you really not like anyone?"

Wha...Wha..What, I just got my head back into the conversation and they ask me that? Ugh, what should I say? I thought back to that day when I felt regret in hiding me liking someone to Petra.

"Um, y-yes...I do. And Petra, sorry for keeping it from you, I was too shy to tell you."

Petra forgave me, and I looked over at Eren, he looked sorta stunned.

"What's wrong, Eren?"

"N-Nothing. Anyway, who's the person you like?"

"I-I'm telling you! No I mean not just you, Petra, too. It's too embarrassing..."

As we talked, I found out that Eren likes someone, too. He too, refused to tell."

Off to the corner, I thought I saw a glimpse of raven-colored hair. Gosh I'm seeing a lot today. Just then, I trip on my own feet and fell onto Eren, and Eren fell onto Petra.

Bam.

"S-S-Sorry...," I apologized, blushing.

Thankfully, Eren didn't land on Petra, we just fell on our sides together. Kinda like a threesome, but a different way that's appropriate. We then got up and apologized to each other.

Slowly, the day came to an end, well, it's only sunset. But we parted and I decided to go see Levi.

Time Skip*****

I knocked on the door and answered him of who I am and entered. As usual, he's busy on paperworks. I could see the bags under his eyes.

"C-Captain, want some coffee?"

I still get a little nervous when I'm with him, but it kinda goes away as I stay.

"Sure, I'll have black coffee."

"Got it."

Time  Skip~~(coffee done)

I placed the cup on Levi's table and watched him drink it. He then continued to work.

"Why are you here, today?"

"Just came to see you, since there's no one here."

"Hmmm."

....................

"Captain, when is the date of the expedition?"

"In 4 more days."

"....I see....um, I'm kinda...scared."

"It's scary for everyone."

"I know...but I have alot of these dreams about being outside those walls and then....everyone's dead..."

"If that's going to happen, then it'll happen. Don't think too much about it."

"But then I'll just be not doing anything."

"If a person has done a crime that doesn't have any connections with you, then do you still should have done something about it?"

".......no..."

"That's right, it's the same regarding the titan matter."

"But these are the people that I know of....and you know of, too."

"If you're really concerned, then try to save them. But don't get yourself killed, (y/n), you hear?"

"......yes, captain..."

I don't entirely understand what Levi's trying to tell me. I do know what he means by the top of the words, but not the inside, where its real meaning lies. But whatever the meanings, I'll protect the peoples important to me, and at the same time, protecting myself.