𝒯𝒽𝒾𝑒𝒻 // 𝐵𝒩𝐻𝒜/𝑀𝐻𝒜

a/n

regretfully, i'll probably be discontinuing this book. i've spent so much time putting this off, thinking that maybe i'll get my motivation back, but it's just not happening, and i'm only being more of a letdown by letting readers have false hope. i'm probably feeling more guilt over this than i need to, but regardless, i am so incredibly sorry for writing so much and hyping it up and then just stopping.

the one thing i can do in return is post some of the chapters that would be in future chapters but never were published due to me not writing to when the scenes would've occurred. a lot of them are out of context and might reference something that would only make sense to me, as the author with too many plans and not enough motivation, however it's still content

if you guys do want me to publish them, i'm saying it in advance that there's one that's really triggering. i'll put a tw in the chapter title and i'll also put one before the actual event, but still. i don't really remember much of what i wrote, so it's probably shit anyway, but i do remember enjoying writing it and pouring all of my creative energy into it

i'm also sorry that i'm writing this as if i've committed some great atrocity, but really, it's simply that i have an intense fear of disappointing people. that's why i kept building up hope and saying i'd try to get back into it, even though i knew that once I'd lost interest, it wouldn't come back

on a more positive note, i've been getting into things that cause me a lot more happiness, and i'd  like to believe that i'm doing better with my mental health and whatnot. so i think I'll try to work on original works and one shots (not for mha. the series is honestly really energy consuming to try to watch or read any content from, i couldn't get back into it even if i tried), so if you like my writing style, you can stay with me while i try to gain motivation and create something that i can be proud of :)

for the current moment, i'll likely do some dream smp stuff, since that's been my hyper fixation for a while. nothing too intense, probably just fluffy stuff that's been produced from daydreams

when i start creating original works, that's when my best content will be here. it'll definitely take a while, since i'm expecting this to be quite a long book, and i'm not gonna publish it as i write, but rather write it all and then publish a chapter on a schedule (also to give myself editing time lol)

alsooooo if you wanna continue this on your account (wow fanfic of a fanfic), go ahead! i'd be honoured to see my work being made into something else :D just give credit please (i feel like that's a given, but still)

further, if you'd like to use my character (hornet, my absolute king) in your own fics, that's totally fine, again, as long as i'm credited :)

i can't express with words how bad i feel for discontinuing this, even more so since it's been gaining readers and people adding it to reading lists and all that. i'm terrified of how people will react to my decision, and for that, i ask that you be respectful and kind about this choice

that's all! what's y'all's opinion on the extra chapters? the only reason i'm asking is since they're super out of context and all that lmao