FMS ONESHOTS!!!!

(RQ) alone, alone, alone

// panic attack, paranoia-ish??, self degrading

sometimeeee after the finale sabre gets paranoid about everyone forgetting him and that he could've fixed things

sorry for this halfassed thing I forgot I write things

ahah

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"But as I was saying," Origin said, holding Gerald in his arms.

"I know we're friends and you created me and such but..I think I need to go. Create my own world. That's what I'm supposed to do, right?", Origin asked. I nodded.

"Y-Yeah. Something like that."

Origin paused before continuing. "If that's the case, I need to do that. You'll... You'll be fine on your own, right?"

I paused. Mentally, every part of me was screaming no. But he needed to go. That's how the loop worked. That's how I'd met everyone again.

"Yeah. Of course I will. You got this."

He nodded, seemingly not wanting to waste any time. He turned, and with a tad bit of lighting, he was gone in an instant.

And now I stood there. In the middle of a field.

I had no idea what I was meant to do now.

I don't remember the last time I'd been this, well, alone. When Time left? No, the rest of the village was there.

Did I just stay here now? With no one else? No no no. Right? No?

I paced around for a minute. What was I supposed to do?

Origins gone. No one else was here. It was just me. I was alone.

Again.

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Why was it always me?

I tried to help everyone, I've done all I could to fix my mistakes, to fix everything, to keep everyone safe-

I tried, I really did. Was that enough? Was my best enough?

Was that even my best? No. I could've done more. Things could've ended better if I wasn't an idiot. We wouldn't be stuck in a time loop if I tried harder.

Well, not everyone is in a loop
Light, M, and everyone else isn't apart of it. They're safe. They're okay.

And I'd never see them again.

They wouldn't ever see me again either. I'll never hear them again.

What if they forget about me? What I look like, what I was like? Or just forget me completely?

No they wouldn't.

But they'll be destroyed eventually, M, Light, Green, The Professor, The Assistant, The Leaders even-

But-

No. No no no no no no.

I didn't feel myself fall. I just felt grass brushing again my head and back.

Get a hold of yourself. This is a loop. You'll meet them again. Well, maybe not you right now but-

I shook my head, wiping off the tears that'd started to fall.

I sat up and looked around. Not a soul to see. Flowers were everywhere, some trees to the left. Same state as when I created Origin.

And now I was just going to sit here.

No one was left. Just me.

Alone.

Origin will remember me. Maybe. Probably not.

No one would remember.

They'll all forget.

Maybe it's better that way.

They don't need me

They would've been better off without me.

This happened because of me.

All of this happened because I existed.

Maybe I shouldn't have come here.

They'd still be happy.

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FUCK

I am so tired highschool has begun and I am

Ack

also requests are open because I don't know what to write

all my ideas sound like bad

hahahahahahaha

angst