I Like the Way it Hurts (Eminem Fanfic)

Chapter 23 -Overreacting

Marshall's POV:

(In California for the tour)

Sara should be here any minute. I'm just getting ready for the show in a couple hours.

Somebody knocked on my trailer door.All the guys are here with me.

Denaun opens the door and in comes the most beautiful thing I've ever seen.

"Hi." she says to Denaun friendly as always.

"Hey." all the guys chime in at the same time and she waves at all of them with a big smile on her face as she walks over to me. Being straight up I do feel kinda strange knowing that I haven't been faithful to her. But as long as Proof doesn't say a thing it's all cool.

"Hi I missed you." she said as she hugged me. She gave me a small kiss.

"Me too. Wait a second...," I talked to the guys," Hey everybody out. I wanna spend some private time with my girl."

There were some whistles and then Proof was like ." Alright alright we get it.Hey let's leave these to lovebirds alone."He then gave me this look when nobody could see as they were leaving. It was strange it was like in the middle of mad and guilt.

Sara and I sat next to each other.

I began kissing her. She smiled in between kisses.

"I am so happy you're in Cali."she told me.

"So what have you been up to?"

Sara's POV:

"So what have you been up to?" he asked.

"I've just been doing a lot of press and I saw my friend Gaby just recently."

"Oh and uh what's this party you went to?"

"Jay-Z's party?" how did he know about that. I was there for about half an hour and left because I really wasn't feeling it.

"Yea. How come you didn't tell me you were going to that? Dre said he saw you there."

Of course. Yea I did see Dre. I don't get what the big deal is though.

"Yea I saw him there but I left quickly cause I felt weird being by myself."

"Well you could have hanged out with Dre and Nicole. Did any guy try to act like a smart ass?" He sounded like he was suspicious or something.

"No."

"You better not be lying to me."

What the hell is up with him.

"Marshall what's up are you okay? Why are you making such a big deal of me going to this party?" I said softly wanting to hint that I was completely calm because absolutely nothing happened.

"Really what's up with me? We talked everyday and you never mentioned that you were going. Is there something or should I say someone you were trying to hide. Is that why you left early cause they weren't there?"

Is he seriously saying that I'm seeing someone else. This is ridiculous.

"Yea I did leave because that someone wasn't there."

"Are you fucking kidding me? Are you seriously saying this to my face?" He was pissed off.

"Yea you wanna know who that someone is?"

"Who is it?" he said very serious.

"It was you."

"What?"

"Yea. You. There was a lot of couples there or people with plus ones that I felt outta place so I left. It made me miss you more and think about you so I went back home and called you remember?"

Marshall's POV:

Fuck yea I remember her calling late at night telling me how she wished she was with me. I must have taken too much of something to calm my nerves down before the show. Something I've been doing lately and that's why I went off on her right now.

"Shit. I'm sorry baby I don't know what got to me. I feel like an asshole. I'm sorry."

She just looked at me and rolled her eyes. She then gave me a sweet smile and said," Its okay. You just overreact a little too much sometimes."

I kissed her," I love you."

She brushed my hair and said, " I love you too you grumpy."

...

(15 minutes before the start of the show)

"I need to go to the restroom." I told Sara. What I really needed to do was get a couple drinks in me.I sneaked in some vodka and chugged some of it.

I walked out.

Paul was talking to Sara.

"Hey man you ready? Lets go. It's time."Paul said.

"Yea alright lets go." I hope the alcohol kicks in soon.

Sara walked out with me. I put my arm around her shoulder as she put one around my waist.

After putting in the earplugs to hear myself better it was time for me to go on stage. God was it loud out there.. I can hear the fans, well kinda.

"Okay let's go." Paul told me.

I turned to Sara," See you in a little bit mama."

She gave me a tight hug and said," Good luck. You're gonna do well." she kissed me and pulled back, "Have you been drinking?" she didn't look very happy.

"Not a lot just a drink so it can calm my nerves down a little bit." I reassured her. I did have more than just a drink but I don't have to tell her.

"Oh well okay." she smiled.

Damn. Thank god she dropped it.

I turned around to leave. Its time for the show. We did a small prayer and next thing I know I'm on stage.

I'm performing wanting to get this over with. I can't really see the people's faces but it's better that way. I feel less anxious. I get off the stage for a small break. I take my bottle of vodka and take a good amount of drinks before going out on stage again. Man I don't know how people do this all the time performing and shit. Its so demanding. I mean I love my fans but damn I don't really have much fun doing this shit.