I Like the Way it Hurts (Eminem Fanfic)

Chapter 45- Dont want to be alone.

Sara's POV:

(Months Later)

I've been panicking for the last few days. I think I maybe pregnant. I have been working nonstop on my album and been getting stressed with meeting deadlines that it has affected me. There have been a good amount of times where I have forgotten to take my pill and I haven't had the guts to tell Marshall.I know he's gonna flip. Part of me hopes that he'll be understanding.I mean if he loves me he'd stick with me through everything.

I think it's time to tell him. I don't want to find out alone.He's at the studio right now. I guess I'll give him a call.

He picked up after a few rings.He doesn't like to be bothered when he's working but this is important.

"Yeah what's up?" He answered.

"I just wanted to ask you if you could come home earlier today?"

"Uh... what for?"

"It's just something that we need to talk about."

"Alright then. I'll be home around 5 or 6. Is that time okay for you?"

"Yes.Thank you.Okay see you later baby."

"Yeah alright I gotta go back with the guys. See you soon."

He sounded in good spirits hopefully he'll be calm when I tell him my concern.

(Few hours later.)

I was in the living room watching TV as I heard footsteps. Then Marshall comes from behind and leans to kiss me on the cheek,"I'm home."

"Hey. Are you hungry? I made Sloppy Joes."

"Oh that sounds good but we had a late lunch,thanks."He said as he sat next to me.

"That's okay."

"Soooo... what did we need to talk about?"

"Umm... I don't know how to tell you this?"

"Tell me what?"

I had to take in a few deep breaths.I can feel my heart racing and my hands sweating.

"Okay uh... I think there's a chance that I maybe pregnant."

The expression on his face is not good."Woah... wait a sec.What? Maybe pregnant?How?You take birth control pills that's not possible."

"Marshall there have been quite a few times where I've forgotten to take them."

He got off the seat and raised his voice,"What the fuck,how could you be so irresponsible?I don't want more kids. Is that why you did it so we would be tied up?"

"No. How could you say that? I would never do that on purpose."As if I already didn't feel bad he goes on and makes it worse.

"Have you taken a pregnancy test yet?"He was really unhappy.

"No I needed to tell you first. I didn't want to do it by myself."I was mad that he couldn't be more understanding about the situation. I'm not perfect I forget things.Instead of screaming at him I began to cry of how angry I was.

"Are you seriously crying right now? A grown up woman wouldn't be crying right now.Okay?You're not fucken dying."

"Why do you have to talk to me like that? Why are you being so insensitive?"I said with tears in my eyes.

"Oh my god. You know what forget I even said anything just call your doctor and making a fucken appointment for tomorrow.I'm going out for a drive."

Why does he have to act like that? Does he realize that I would never just go off and get pregnant for the sake of keeping him around? I'm 22. My plan was never to become a mom at this age. Sure I'm lucky.I'm well off and I am able to look over a child but I have my whole life ahead of me.All I need is for him to tell me everything is going to be okay even if we don't know how.

(The next day.)
At the doctors office.

"Alright so the blood tests tell me that you are in fact pregnant.Congratulations."Said Doctor Jensen.

"Thanks."I faked not being scared and nervous.

Marshall is sitting next to me and he hasn't said a word.

"Okay. I'll go and make your next appointment for you. Be back."The doctor walked out.

The room was filled with silence.

Next thing I know Marshall heads out the door.

A few minutes later the doctor comes back with my next check in.

I walk out of the room and call Marshall.He doesn't answer.I call him again.He doesn't answer.I call him again and finally he picks up.

"I'm outside in the car."His voice was emotionless.And he didn't say anything else.He hanged up.

I hate this feeling.I feel alone. But I can't tell anyone about my pregnancy at least not right now.

I get to the car and hop in.

"Are you okay?"I ask Marshall.

He looks at me for a second then starts the car.

"Marshall..."

He doesn't say a word.

"This situation is not ideal but its not the end of the world.I know that you're going to be a great dad to this baby and..."before I could finish my thought he cut me off.

"I don't want to sound rude but could you just be quite."

I look away out the window.I'm trying to maintain my composure but deep inside I feel a mess.I just want him to give me his support.Is that too much?

Authors note:Sorry this is short but I've been busy lately.Promise next one will be longer.