I Like the Way it Hurts (Eminem Fanfic)

Chapter 40- Love Solves Everything

Marshall's POV:

Finally my fucken hangover has passed.About damn time.It's late in the afternoon.I remember somethings from last night. I remember getting in a fight with Sara which is the most important part.I don't know how I feel about it. Dre left hours ago with his kids to,well,I don't really know where. Probably with Nicole and Sara.

I head into the studio.I gotta take these things off my chest.Thankfully Dre left me the beats he made and now all I'm hoping is I can lay down a good verse.

As I'm going through them I can't help but keep going back at the beat I had intended for my collaboration with Sara which is now terminated.Fuck it.I'm just gonna record what I feel.

After about two hours of writing and recording I think I may have come up with a whole new twist and version to 'Superman'.I still need some girl vocals though,but I'll figure that out later.

As it gets darker and closer to nighttime I can't help but feel strange being alone in my own home.Sara's presence used to light everything up.Yea I know it's my fault.And I admit I'm too proud right now to apologize.But I got to call Dre and see if i can get anything out of him.

"Yes slim?"He answered.Thank god,cause he wasn't really happy when he left.

"Uh so..."

"You wanna know how she's doing?"

"No I was just..."

"Yes you do don't lie."

"Okay fine."

"Well I'm not going to tell you much just that she doesn't plan on being in Michigan much longer."Before I could say anything he said,"Alright let me get something clear.What the hell is going on witchu?Why would you do that last night?"

"I don't know.I was drunk,relieved that filming was over.I let it get to me."

"I really don't know what to tell you man.I mean now that she's gotten time to rest and talk it out with Nicole I can say she has gotten herself together.But that doesn't mean that she's over it."

Hearing this only made me want to see her more. Now that I'm sober and have pushed her away,all I want is for her to be back.At this point since I know I don't have much time before she leaves I have to push my pride aside.

"Dre man.I know what I did was messed up.But you've got to help me fix it.You're seriously the only one that can help me.She can't leave.Tell her I want to see her.Please.Ask her right now.I can't wait any longer."

"Marshall I don't know man."

"C'mon..."

"Only because I know that at the end of the day you're a good guy and you wouldn't do anything to hurt her intentionally.I'll see what I can do.I'll talk to you later."

"Thanks man."

"Yea.And next time don't fuck up."

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Sara's POV:

I was about to get ready to go to sleep early as someone knocked on my room door.

I went and opened it.

"Hey,can I come in?"asked Dre.

"Yea.Sure."

We sat on one of the coaches.Nicole booked me at a really nice hotel.

"Uh...man.Okay there's only one way to come at you with this."He said nervously.

"What?"

"Marshall just called me begging to convince you to see him."

"I can't do that.That would go against everything I stand for.I can't I'm sorry.Look at me this is ridiculous.I'm even apologizing for that."

"Sara maybe just give him a chance to say what he has to say.You don't have to take him back."

"Dre I don't think you understand what happens to me when I'm around him.Despite what he did don't you think I've considered forgetting what he did and taking him back.Cause I have.And that's the worst part."

"Okay,but answer this.Are you in love with him?"

"Yes.I am willing to forgive him,but take him back.That's a whole other thing."

"Alright then.Just talk things out with him so there can be some decent closure between you guys."

I feel like such a weak person for giving in,"Okay.Tell him I said okay.But he has to come here,because I don't want to risk him kicking me out of his house again."

Dre was about to stand up and leave I'm guessing to call him but before that I stopped him."Wait.Do you think I'm dumb and weak for doing this?"

He smiled,"No.As a matter of fact, I think you're being very mature in willing to talk with him."

"Thanks."

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Marshall's POV:

Dre told me she agreed to see me.He said he was gonna take his family out for a late movie showtime so I could talk with her alone.

I finally arrived at the hotel and headed straight to the elevator to her room.I had put on a cap and a hoodie so no one would bother me.

I'm kinda nervous as I knock on the door.After a couple seconds she opens the door.She was in sweatpants, a tank top,socks,with no make up on and her hair in a braid.She looked perfect as always.Better than I remembered.The hard part was looking at her in the eyes, they looked sad.As if they could shed a tear any second.

She opened the door wider so I could get in.No words were said.

"Can I sit?"I asked as I walked in.

"Yea."

She sat across from me clearly wanting to keep some distance.It's understandable.

"I don't know what else to say without sounding insensitive, but I'm sorry.I was drunk and stupid.And I just wasn't thinking.What you gotta understand is that no matter what I love you.I know I made mistakes, but all I can do is ask for you to forgive me.Please Sara get back with me.I don't know what I was thinking when I told you to leave.Please,you have to stay."I probably sound like such a punk,but whatever she's the only one hearing this.

I could tell she was trying hard to keep her composure. Just as her eyes began to water up she turned her head."I can't."Is all that came out.

"Why not?"

She then turned to look at me,"I can forgive you.I understand that you weren't in your full senses,but I can't be your girlfriend again."

Despite my lack of emotions,at least compared to her.It does pain me to hear that from her.

I'm beginning to panic knowing that if I'm going to convince her I have to do it now.

I then do the only thing I can do,get closer to her.I sit right next her and grab her hands.That makes her turn and look towards me.

"Look at me and tell me you don't love me anymore.Because I can't do that.Wanna know why?Because I love you."

She seemed surprised to hear that.

I tear ran down her face as she softly said,"I love you too."

I then did what I had to do.I kissed her.And she didn't pull away but kissed me back.I hugged her really tightly.

She said,"Don't let me go ever."

"Ever?"

"Ever."She kissed me.

"Will you come back to my house?Please.I need you there with me."

I knew she didn't want to give in easily but what else could she do."Okay,but you're helping put most of my things away."

"I love you,never forget."