SOUR ; PUNZ

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the rest of the night was filled with tons of love by those surrounding me and an insane amount of happiness from fans.

i cried more than once. that was for sure. we were all in downtown new york just enjoying ourselves and singing good 4 u

i was beyond lucky to have the friends that i did. they were beyond supportive, sweet, funny, and caring. without them i have no clue how i would survive. they saved me

harris and i dropped some secrets as to what was to come from the album. only us two and katie had heard everything. luke hadn't heard much and i kept it all a secret from caroline and karl.

i was dancing around the street hand in hand with caroline. we were in front of everyone just having the time of our lives

"thank you for everything" i said as we kept walking

"girl thank you for everything"

i smiled over at her before turning around to find luke staring at me and karl talking to him. me and caroline stopped and i went to punz. i kissed him quickly before i kept walking with him

"what do you guys want to do? it's only 10"

"i want a slushy" weston answered

we all decided to go to a random gas station and all get slushies. i was starting to get tired so i was being clingy towards luke

"you okay?" he asked before we left the store

"i'm getting a bit tired. i had an early start today" i answered and he kissed my head

"we will get you home soon" we walked out to the group.

"do you guys want to go back to my apartment? we can go out on the roof"

"yes!" they basically all agreed

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i drove half the group and luke drove the other half back to my apartment. it was only an excuse to get home and see my cat.

my apartment had a open rooftop that we were allowed to go on. once we got to my apartment i waited for the other group before leading them upstairs

i grabbed luke and told everyone i was going to get us drinks. once we got into my apartment i hugged luke and tried not to cry. i was extremely overwhelmed

"baby what is wrong?" he asked picking me up and sitting down on the couch. i started crying and he rubbed my back

"just an overwhelming amount of support and it's causing me to feel bad" i said into his neck

"what can i do?" he asked

"i just need a minute"

punz's pov

i hated seeing her like this. crying in my arms and all. i had never truly seen her like this so i was unaware of what to do

"you wanna change into something more comfortable then try to go upstairs?"

she nodded against my chest but didn't move. i picked her up and carried her to her room. i sat her down on her bed before getting out leggings and taking off my hoodie for her

"you change and i will go bring drinks up to them" i said as i left her room

i went to her kitchen grabbing a case of white claws before heading up to the roof. i set the case down and caroline came up to me seeming worried

"you okay?" i asked

"is she okay?"

"overwhelmed. i am going back down there. she doesn't really want to be around anyone" i said and she nodded

"thank you" she started "for taking care of her when she needs you"

i just gave her a soft smile before going back down to kayla's apartment. as i entered i heard soft cries from her room

i knocked lightly on her door and all went silent before she opened the door and clung onto me. i pulled her into me and held her tight. i felt horrible

"you are okay" i reassured her

"can we just sit down for a little?" she asked

i took her to the couch and let her lay on one side while i was on the L part. i kept my hands to myself so she could calm down.

lola hopped in her lap as comfort. i just smiled and secretly took a picture. after a few minutes she spoke up

"i'm okay now" she said and we made our way up to the roof