Heathers OneShots!

Coming out (FtNB ChanSaw fluff)

Someone a while back asked for some gender related stuff and I'm hoping they wanted chansaw (most tend to ask for chansaw) so if it was you, here ya go. This was In the one of many drafts for this book lol.

Sawyer's POV.
Heather Chandler and I have been dating for most of our senior year now. There's something I've been hiding from EVERYONE. I know I should tell somebody and I feel like Heather would be the last person to judge me about it. She's coming over after school today. I told her we needed to talk about something. She's probably terrified. Woops.

Chandlers POV.
I'm on my way over to Veronica's. All she told me was a casual "we have to talk about something." Which, almost always, leads to a broken heart....I'm so scared.

As I pull up into her drive, she comes out and wraps her arms around me.

Hey baby! I say excitedly trying not to show how scared I am.

We go inside and sit down. Veronica looks just as scared as I am.

"Look, Heather, there's something I need to tell you about. And you may not want to be with me after I tell you...I would fully understand why." She starts off.

No. Don't do that to me. No. Who? Who is it? I'll kill them...I say angrily.

"No Heather. I didn't cheat on you. Just let me talk okay?" She calms me down.

I nod.

"Have you ever felt like your in a hole and no matter how hard you try to get yourself out you can't? And there's someone at the top trying to fill the hole so you're just trapped?" I ask.

Y-yes. Why? I ask. I notice her eyes begin to slowly fill with tears.

Hey. Hey hey hey. What's wrong. What's going on, baby? You can talk to me. Cmon. Talk to me. I insist.

"That's how I feel about myself." She lets a tear fall and lets her head fall into her hands.

Veronica, what do you mean? Do you mean like, sexuality wise? I ask confused.

"No Heather...." She sniffed.

Then what's going on? I ask.

"You know Macs little sibling?" She asks. I then realize what she's trying to tell me. Macs little sib was not always Macs little sib. Macs little sib was her sister. Is this what she was so scared over? Is she trying to inform me of this?

Are you trying to come out to me? I ask. She nods.

Wow. Um. Woah. Okay. Alright. I stutter. I'm relieved to hear I'm not being broken up with.

"I'm so sorry. I know you probably aren't even—"She can hardly breathe between all the crying. I get up and walk over to her chair. I pull it out so that it faces the open room. I then kneel down in front of her face. I start by Gently taking her hand off of her face. Once she realizes I'm still here, I take my thumb and wipe away the tears. being careful not to ruin her mascara that's already running down her face.

Is that all you wanted to tell me, ver- Uhh...love? I ask.

"S Sawyer..." she sniffles quietly.

What, babe? I ask.

"I- I want to go by Sawyer." She says.

"A-and and I want to be referred to as They" they add on nervously.

I just look at them for a brief second.

"Shit. Fuck. Um. If you don't like this, we can just start over. Act like this never happened. Okay? Just please don't feel like you HAVE to stay with me." They ramble on and then put their head in their hands again.

Act like it never happened? What? Why would I-? I think to myself.

They start to cry again.

You know what? I think starting over is a good plan. I say as I stand up in front of them.

"O-okay." They sniffle as the tears finally dry up a little.

Hi, Sawyer. My name is Heather. Heather Chandler. It's a pleasure to meet you. I give a small smile. I watch as their head shoots up. The small bean, who's nose is red and eyes puffy from crying, stands up and I see more tears fall from their eyes. Only this time, these were happy tears. They walk over and give me a tight hug burying their head in my chest.

"Heather, you have no idea how much I love you for that." Their relieved and joyful sobs are enough to make my eyes water a little. I squeeze them back.

I love you too. No matter who you are.

"Even if i change the name?" They ask.

Sawyer, no matter who or what you are, you will always be beautiful and I will always love you. I tilt their chin up towards my face and place a kiss on their lips.

Cmon. Let's go buy you some outfits that are less on the fem side? Sound good? I ask with a giggle.

"Yes." A HUGE grin is worn by their face.

Okay. I giggle at how cute and dorky they are. I'll drive.

For the record, this is how EVERY PARENT should react when their child has the GUTS and trusts them enough to come out to them. Instead all I got was "see, I'm too old. Growing up, it was he and she. Nothing else. It's just too confusing" so I guess imma live through these characters 💀