05/21/14
No one would believe in what I think
Would they believe me if I see unacceptable things everytime I blink? Tears began to fall, how I wish they knew I felt so dull.
05/23/14
Shouting was to be heard across the room, I guess I was at fault to assume. Every problem would be fixed by a simple talk, How I wish I could just leave or walk.
05/26/14
Shaking was the only movement I could do, All I wanted was to walk it through. Every shout they gave
How I wish I could be brave.
05/27/14
Stuttering,Trembling and sweating was a common movement for me, If only they knew how much they had done towards me. The amount of overthinking I began to do, if only I knew before that they weren't true.
05/28/14
My heart rate began to increase,am I at fault for accidentally seeing someone decease? I am a child who was forced to grow up easily, now people would ask me why am I like this as if they didn't abuse me mentally.
05/29/14
I felt like my mouth was all being tape up, This honestly hurts more than a breakup. The fact that I am being tied up by my own thoughts, Would you forgive me because of these afterthoughts?
05/30/14
I was pushed around by some group today, to be honest I'm tired of living because of the events that seems to repeat everyday. As they see me tremble and cry because of the fear that has taken over, they still had the audacity to make me seem like I was the abuser.
05/05/15
It's been a year since these words were written,Though there are still these events that were left unwritten. How I wish for a better outcome for the future But sadly, I am being look at as a abuser rather than investigating the accuser.
05/07/16
I've seen many death in front of my eyes yet I would still get trigger by blood because of the past that can't be disguised. If only people knew the pain and trauma I had experienced, I guess that's why I am being too distanced.
06/18/17
Members are currently adding up and our family is currently building up,
Our stories will never end not until we get out revenge. I'm thankful for having them, at least they understood me unlike those past people who were brutal and cares more about themselves
07/22/17
Our past were quite cruel yet here we are, being all agile Because of the trauma that they gave we'll be willing to fix their grave.
08/07/18
Revenge will be done soon, I'll be honest when I say that I'm not sure if everything will go as plan. Hoping to see you again, man,
Until the next pain, in the middle of the afternoon.
Every word that was written at the book, he tried to comprehend. Every poem that was written, he tried to understand.
The only thing he understood was the fact that the writer has been suffering, asking for revenge and he speaks of the expectations that was put towards him.
Anxiety was present in his opinion. He was wondering what were the unwritten events that the writer had kept. He was wondering what does the writer means by the middle of the afternoon.
He was curious yet worried of what to come, it seems to be a serious event so he was wondering if the book as a fiction or not.
He then turned the pages and the noticed a note sticking at the plastic cover that was protecting the book cover.
Giving this to you for information, be wise and learn if you don't want to be passed by their accusations. Life is a battle so learn how to fight if you want to survive.
We're all broken people wanting to be fixed so be wise before you regret than you didn't think nor listen to these advices.
He stares at the note as he tried to comprehend everything. He knows that a part of his thoughts were correct yet he wanted to confirm it as soon as possible.
He bit his bottom lip as he began to reread the whole book once more. There were more experiences that were written down yet he kept silence since he knew that privacy was a must.
j.w
He stares at the authors name. Chan looks at the author as his eyes widen at thought.
"Jeon Wonwoo"
He whispers as he slap himself thinking that how was he so clueless.
"How could I be so dumb?"
Chan asks himself as he stares at the book. Thoughts began to pile up as he was trying to comprehend the current messages he just receive.
most of them were just recent, the book contains more than what was being stated but there seem to be a part that was missing which he can't look at.
He kept on wondering upon what to expect for tomorrow's event. He was excited yet worried. For some reason he has these feeling that make his chest all heavy.
He didn't understand whether he was worried too much or too excited for tomorrow. He just know something unexpected will happen.
he sighs at his thought as he put the book that was given to him under his bed. He took a deep sigh in frustration before biting his bottom lip since it was a habit that he kept on doing for years.
"Am I still even correct for asking for revenge?"
He didn't expect that he would ask that to himself honestly, he guesses that guilt just kept on taking over him as he knew he didn't deserve a lifestyle like this.
He was guilty yet amused by the large amount of events that continue to happen day by day. He seem to not forget his everyday movement because of the large amount of events that happen day per day.
Ever since the day he was invited to join the group, it seem to be memorable for him. He didn't understand the feeling but for some reason it felt new for him.
It's like he felt accepted.
He smiled to himself as he was surprise by what he just did. He smiled.
Sincerely and with great emotion.
He bit his bottom lip as he understood the feeling of acceptance. It felt nice in his opinion.
At least he got to feel this before anything comes.
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Delinquents : The Thirteen Contenders
Fanfiction"We weren't born without a heart so how can you easily judge us without even knowing us?" - - - - - Thirteen men. Thirteen killers. Thirteen delinquents. Despite having different personalities, these men had something in common, and that is their...
