Delinquents : The Thirteen Contenders

Chapter Thirteen : Jihoon's Anger Issue

"Life's tough, isn't it?"

Soonyoung chuckle at Chan's word as they were talking to each other while walking home.

"What do you expect? It's not like we wanted it anyways"

Chan hums at Soonyoung's response as he knew that his hyung was right. He did want to look at the positive side of his life but there wasn't any positive side of it.

"Jihoon might kill us, he seems to be tired as hell but he waited for you"

"how did you know?"

"I saw him at the couch, the problem is it seems like he was tired. I feel bad though since it seems like something is off"

Soonyoung froze at Chan's words before he began to ran. Chan didn't understand his hyung so he just ran with him.

As they got inside their house, they were greeted by an angry Jihoon with some of the members surrounding them.

"Ji-"

"Where the hell have you been?! Why the fuck were you with Chan?!"

Jihoon screams as Soonyoung wanted to calm Jihoon down. Chan watches the two who is currently shouting at each other.

Chan looks at the two figure who seems that there wouldn't be an end to their fight so Chan decides to leave.

Chan was about to walk away when Jihoon Pinned Chan on the wall as he puts a knife on Chan's neck.

The others began to ran as they were worried that Jihoon won't be able to control his anger.

Surprisingly, Chan only stayed still. He wasn't frighten by the action of his hyung. He understood that Jealousy could lead to death so he wasn't surprise by this.

Small but Terrible. That's how people describes Jihoon. He may look cute and harmless but behind his innocent acts shows the number of bodies that had been cut into half by him alone.

Jihoon stared at Chan's figure who seems expressionless and lost of life. Jihoon stared at Chan's dull eyes as Jihoon began to panic inside.

It was the same eyes he had before. Jihoon was observant than what others think. He wasn't stupid to see depression into Chan.

No, Chan isn't sad but he's careless with his life. He's numb by the pain but Jihoon would ask himself from time to time, who the hell had hurt a teen?

His family seems like shit and his information had only a few informations when Jihoon and Wonwoo tried hacking unto his information.

Chan's mysterious in Jihoon's eyes that's why he can't be trusted in Jihoon's perspective.

"Kill me"

Jihoon looks at Chan who is staring at him straight unto his eyes. Jihoon tried himself not to get triggered that much but it was just unavoidable.

"I guess I let my anger unto you kid"

Jihoon mutters as he tried to control himself. Jihoon was about to back up when Chan grabbed the Knife that Jihoon was holding.

Everyone who was present in the room had their eyes widen at the current situation as they tried to control themselves.

Chan then created a large slice in his skin near to his arm. The blood then began to flow, Chan smiles at Jihoon as everyone looked shocked at the situation.

One thing that shocked them was that Chan was smiling, he didn't flinch at the cut but rather than groaning, he was laughing.

They wondered what had happen to Chan that made him like this. They were curious on his past yet they accept him.

Not because of the number of kills he did in front of them nor the number of fights they got him in but it's because of the number of tears they saw when Chan thought they weren't looking.

"I'll see you tomorrow"

Chan spoke as Chan walks away, the group processed what happened when Jihoon let out a loud sigh.

"I think I'm guilty?"

"You think?"

Jihoon rolls his eyes at Soonyoung words as he walks out of the living room towards his shared room.

As he locked it, tears began to flow as he bit his bottom lip to help him in preventing any noise.

Regret is what he felt. He felt bad when he triggered Chan because he was once a boy like him.

A depressed a careless boy who wanted to take his life. A boy who wants to be free from everything but sadly, life has it ways.

Through his tears, Jihoon wiped it all as his eyes widen when he saw the time.

5:00 the morning. He didn't realize he was crying that much. It had been a long time since he cried so much, mostly he would let his anger get him but now is different.

He knew he was soft for Chan but he wouldn't admit it because he was too afraid of the certain past will happen.

Trust is harder rebuild than to build in Jihoon's opinion.

Jihoon sighs at the time as he stood up to get a glass of water. He knew The others has a current business to attend too.

As he went to the kitchen, a smell of blood was the one who greeted Jihoon making him feel disgusted

Jihoon never liked blood because of what happened and it would trigger him over and over again.

As he walks closer, he saw Chan smiling as Chan began to cut himself bit by bit. Jihoon's heart began to Raise as he stares at the Chan's actions.

The reason why Jihoon was assigned in hacking because of the panic attacks he receive. Yes, he can kill but it is limited because he promised a certain person to kill for defense.

"Stop!"

Jihoon shouted as Chan just stares at Jihoon's shaking figure. Chan puts the knife on the sink as he washes it like nothing happened.

Jihoon watches Chan as he finished, Jihoon grabbed Chan as they began to walk to the car.

Jihoon then began to drive at full speed as Chan held tight. He didn't want any problems so he didn't complain nor fought about it.

About 30 minutes later, Jihoon stopped as he stares at Chan with teary eyes. They were at a place that was full of trees and seems peaceful but abandoned.

"Why?"

That was the only thing that came out of Jihoon's mouth as he stares at Chan's confuse state.

"Why did you cut yourself?"