Delinquents : The Thirteen Contenders

Chapter Forty: Bloody Smile

Jun's Point of View

"Wake up." I felt a water flash on my face as I sat up groaning. I couldn't really move that much because of my body being tied up to the ground.

I opened my eyes slowly to see my sister chuckling in front of me. I've always wondered how much of a demon she is but not going to lie, she's like Satan's brother. 

wait, would that call me Satan since I'm her brother?

"fucker, would you focus on me? seriously, I've been talking here and you're lost in your thoughts again!" She shouted at me making me chuckle slightly. 

isn't my condition the reason why mom and dad abandoned me? I don't get it why she still has to kidnap me since she's already the favorite child. 

"What do you need? I'm hungry. I want to visit Mama." I said pouting. She rolled her eyes before kicking me in the stomach making me groan in pain. 

"What was that for?!" 

She chuckled. "You never changed, that's why you're still mama's favorite." 

"Yeah and you stayed like a bitch that's why our parents adored you so much." I said as she grabbed a knife and slowly cutting my skin making me hissed from the pain. 

The blood slowly flowed as it was painful for me. I couldn't help but tear up not because of the pain but because of the memories that suddenly ran through my head. I remember how father used to cut my skin whenever I misbehaves and every time this happens, I just can't help but tear up. 

"You fucking kid." She whispered laughing before injecting something in Jun's neck making him all weak that resulted him to black out. 

- - - 

Chan's point of view.

"How the fuck do I get-" 

"Well look at that, you're trying to escape aren't you?" A voice from behind suddenly spoke making me sigh in annoyance. 

can't this woman leave me alone? her presence is annoying me. Also, isn't Jihoon hyung outside? I wish he could sense that we need him now. god, I was stupid for not letting him come but if I did, who would call for help? okay, I'm dumb and smart at the same time but what ever, this wouldn't happen if it wasn't for her. 

"And what if I did?" I responded with annoyance filled in my tone. 

"Wrong decision boy." 

I saw her smirk as I could feel a needle suddenly placed near my shoulders. I felt like vomiting as it slowly resulted me to feel tired. I want to curse at her but sadly, I feel to weak to even fight back. I allowed the darkness control me as I just hope for a better outcome once I wake up. 

well, a better outcome for Jun hyung at least. 

- - - 

"Wake up kid." 

I heard this familiar voice as I slowly sat up groaning. My arms felt weak from being tied up while I slowly observe everything that surrounds me. It's like we're in this box where everything is covered in white. I couldn't find anything since it was just plain white. 

I look behind me to see Jun hyung smiling at me. I could see tears and pain from his eyes yet he still kept a smile up. I sometimes wish I could comfort him but I myself have no idea what to do. 

He was smiling through the pain. Must be tough for him. 

I slowly walked towards him and sat beside him. I put my arms around his shoulders and there he hugged me tight and cried. I was stunned by his actions but let him be. 

I guess I'm not used to physical touch but I'll let that pass for now. 

"I wish I was better Chan." He whispered as it could be heard that his voice was shaking. 

His body was filled with cuts but I didn't mind. I didn't care what he looked like at the moment. He was always there when I needed him and being beside him right now is the least thing I could do to make up. 

"You're name is near to him. Dino right? He likes dinosaurs." He chuckled sadly looking down on the floor. 

I froze on what he said. How did he know? No one called me that before not until now. I want to ask him but I don't want him to feel any worse than before. I'll ask him soon, just not now.

"I'm a disappointment." He cried out.

"I hate it that I had to suffer from ADHD. I never wanted this Chan, I've always tried and even before but nothing worked. I hate myself so much Chan, I just want to be accepted but why are people so cruel? They killed him, I wish it was me instead." 

His voice broke me as well. Who was him? who was killed? I have no idea but I know that gave him such a large impact. I never knew he was suffering from it and who knows what else had he kept. People always found him weird not realizing that he himself is still human.

I feel bad remembering that I was one of those people who once made him feel bad about himself. Well, I think so. I've always describe him as weird forgetting that we all have our own past stories that we may or may have not talked about.

"It wasn't your fault." I whispered back as I could see him calm down a little. 

"It is-" 

"It wasn't. You never wanted this life Jun. You tried all your life to keep on moving forward yet no one had tried appreciating your efforts. You're accepted Jun, maybe not by our cruel society but your brothers. You are loved and worthy of love so don't hate yourself for the things you can't control. You're normal Jun, you're still human." 

Silence had covered the room after what I said as I could feel him hugging me tightly. Who knew we'd have this talk inside of this box whom we may or may not survive from. We stopped trying to find an escape as it seemed useless with out weak state. 

"Thank you." I saw Jun smiled. 

"Chan..." Jun called as I hum in response. 

"You said I was accepted by my brothers right?" 

I asked. "Yes, why?"

"So you're also my brother now!" He cheerfully responded. 

It took me a minute to understand what he meant but I nodded slowly trying not to ruin the moment. I mean, I guess agreeing to this wouldn't hurt right?

"Chan, one more thing." he said as I raised an eyebrow towards him. 

"Let me tell you my side of the story."