Savior

Intuition

• I happened to change Carl and Judith's age, to match the actual show a bit more. Carl is 13 and Judith is 2. •

Throughout the week, Negan truly tried his hardest to think positively. Trying to completely wipe these scenarios from his head, along with letting go of his past.

Fortunately, he was able to subside the awful scenarios, but his trust issues on the other hand, weren't budging. All he was thinking about is what happened to him, how everyone he ever loved ended up leaving him. His fear is that Rick would do the same, he knew if he were to actually leave, he couldn't live with himself anymore;he could barely live with himself now.

The few days that Negan went to visit Rick at the station, usually during lunch, he would make it clear that they're together. Every time Aaron would walk past them, or happen to look in their direction, Negan would immediately hold Rick close to him, as if he's protecting him;or maybe he's protecting himself.

Rick was quick to notice the change in Negan's behavior, he's more dominant than he usually is. Though Rick was confused and slightly concerned with Negan's behavior, a part of him liked it. He was getting used to showing affection in public, and this was making him love it even more.

On a Friday, during lunch, Negan came into the station as usual, strolling into Rick's office. But this time he closed the door behind him, wanting privacy which wasn't too normal for Negan. Rick didn't seem to notice though.

"Who the hell is that new guy? With the fat ass?" Negan drawled, slowly forming a teasing smirk. Rick froze in his seat, his sandwich stuck at his lips. Negan chuckled as he walked towards Rick's desk, placing his hands down and leaning forward. Rick unfroze himself, putting his sandwich down and swallowing hard. "Jesus?" He asked quietly, tilting his head. Negan's eyes lit up, "Yes! The guy with the long hair." Negan motioned to his own head, "Hey, that's gotta be real useful in bed." He mentioned, licking his lips, the smirk not leaving his face.

"Ok, stop. The first comment was more than enough, Negan." Rick sighed, giving Negan an odd look. Negan laughed, finding Rick's jealousy amusing. He walked around Rick's desk, stepping up to his chair. He ran his hand through Rick's hair, then gripped it firmly, giving it a soft tug. "I suppose this'll do." He sighed, before pulling Rick's hair back, causing his head to turn upwards, facing Negan. He hunched over, meeting Rick's lips softly, slowly inching his tongue into his mouth. Rick grabbed Negan's jacket, pulling him as close as he could.

Their kiss lasted for a minute, then Rick pulled away and stood up to face Negan. "I have to go, got stuff to do." Rick said, looking down at his watch for a moment. Negan sighed, "Come on, just a few more minutes." His hand fell to his waist and he firmly grabbed Rick's bulge. Rick stepped back in surprise at Negan's touch, almost falling back into his chair. Negan noticed and smiled widely, "Sit down, baby." He raised his free hand to Rick's chest and gently pushed him back, attempting to sit him down. Rick refused at first, but after seeing Negan's gaze on him, he couldn't help it and finally sat down.

Negan got onto his knees, placing his hands on Rick's thighs, rubbing them. He couldn't take his eyes off of them, they seemed to mesmerize him. Eventually, Negan worked his hands up to Rick's waist, unzipping his pants. Rick's hands shot down onto Negan's, stopping him. "Wait, are you really gonna do this? Here?" Rick's eyes were wide as he looked at Negan in disbelief. Negan had to hold back a laugh, "Obviously. If someone walks in i'll just hide under the desk, no big deal." Negan brushed it off, continuing to unzip Rick's pants.

Rick felt the anxiety building in him, which surprisingly didn't stop his growing erection. He took a deep breath and let his mind relax. "If you get me fired for this, you're gonna be in fucking trouble." Rick whispered, as if everyone in the station could hear him. Negan smirked up to Rick, entertained;and turned on by his words. He didn't respond though, he turned his attention back to Rick's dick, pulling it out of his pants.