Savior

Suspicions

"You're seriously still not gonna tell me?" Rick's voice pitched in annoyance, tilting his head like usual.

It's been more than two weeks since Negan had gone out and done his 'stuff', and he's yet to tell Rick what it's all about.

He expected to know by now, but after countless of times asking, Negan wouldn't even drop him a hint. All he would do is smirk to himself; run his tongue across his lips.

"How many times have I told you I just can't tell you right now? The time will come when I can, but it's not now." Negan finished with a soft sigh, running a hand through his hair.

Of course he wanted to blurt it out and tell him, maybe even get down on one knee just to get it over with. Cause shit, this is the most nervous he's been in a long time. He woke up thinking about it and went to sleep thinking about - it was now a 24/7 thought of his.

"Fine," Rick scoffed suddenly, lifting himself from the chair he was sat on, "our one year anniversary is next week...don't forget it." He added, wanting to get back at Negan, but he never even batted an eye towards Rick.

The next few days weren't filled with much excitement, as Rick was still upset with Negan, which surprised him. He usually didn't let things get to him, especially when it came to Negan, since he's gotten used to his little games.

But, for some reason, this time is different. Rick had a feeling that whatever this thing Negan is hiding from him, is something big. He didn't want to spoil it for himself, but he's already got an idea of what it could be.

As Rick continued to flip through his thoughts, Negan came up behind him, grabbing his waist gently. He kissed Rick's temple then rested his head on his shoulder as best he could.

"You being so distant is fuckin' killing me." Negan exasperated, starting to squeeze Rick even tighter, pulling him closer. Rick's hands made their way to Negan's forearms, gripping them. He felt himself melt into Negan's touch; maybe he shouldn't have been this distant from him after all.

Rick maneuvered himself out of Negan's strong grip and spun around, kissing him instantly - hands on Negan's cheeks. He kissed him roughly, spilling his tongue into Negan's mouth.

Quickly, the kiss turned soft and slow, but didn't last long.

"I'm sorry, I just hate when you keep things from me." Rick admitted softly, shifting his hands down to Negan's waist, fidgeting with his shirt.

"Rick, I can't tell you yet, it's a surprise. Just be patient for me, I promise it's worth it." Negan sighed, sprouting a soft smile - hoping to have convinced Rick.

Rick's cheeks turned a light shade of red at the thought of what Negan's 'surprise' could be. He didn't want to get too ahead of himself, but he has a feeling that Negan is gonna propose. It's the perfect time for it anyways, with their one year anniversary only a few days away. That has to be it, right?

"Ok, I'll stop bothering you about it. I'm sorry."

Negan placed his hands on Rick's cheeks, pulling him in and giving him a gentle kiss to his forehead - reassuring him in a way.

"Kids going to their grandparents this weekend? Since we won't be home." Negan asked as he moved his hands down to Rick's waist.

Rick pondered for a moment.

"I don't know, I was thinkin' we could maybe leave them here. I mean, Carl's old enough, he knows how to take care of Judith - plus, she's always good for him." Rick finished speaking with a cock of his head, waiting to hear Negan's thoughts.