pained. (Jason McCann)

nothing like us

Lately I've been thinkin',
Thinkin' bout what we had,
I know it was hard,
It was all that we knew, yeah

Have you been drinkin'
To take all the pain away?
I wish that I could give you what you deserve...

'Cause nothing can ever,
Ever replace you.
Nothing can make me feel like you do, yeah.
You know there's no one
I can relate to.
And know we won't find a love that's so true...

There's nothing like us,
There's nothing like you and me,
Together through the storm.
There's nothing like us,
There's nothing like you and me,
Together, oh

I gave you everything, baby,
Everything I had to give.

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Five Months Later

Friday 10:38am

Jason's POV

"Jason seriously. You're so lazy. Get the fuck up!" Ryan yelled.

"I saw jackie earlier. She looked terrible. She looked unhealthy." Alex said.

"I don't care."

"Ryan can me and Jason talk?"

He nodded and left.

"She was too skinny. She had bags under her eyes. She had more cuts. I saw her in an alley for fucks sake. She was smoking and drinking."

"I said I don't care."

"Jason she misses you."

"I don't care."

"She still loves you."

"I don't care."

"She's on the verge of killing her self jason!"

"i.dont.care."

"Too bad cause she's downstairs right now."

"Make her leave."

"No."

"I don't want to." I heard her soft voice say outside the door.

"You have too."

"He won't forgive me anyways."

"He will."

"He doesn't even wanna talk to me."

"Just go."

"Fine."

Alex left the room.

She walked in.

Alex was right.

She looked unhealthy.

"Hi." She said.

"Hey."

"Please."

She pleaded.

I knew what she meant.

I didn't know what to say.

Tears were beginning to fall from her eyes.

"Please! I don't even remember what happened that night!"

She fell to the floor.

I couldn't take seeing her like this.

"I just need more time, okay."

She stood up.

"More time! Jason it's been five months! Five fucking long months!"

"I...i..just"