pained. (Jason McCann)

medicine

Said I, I adore you
And that's all I have to say, bye-bye
And you opiate this hazy head of mine

Cause you're my medicine
(Yeah, you're medicine)
Yeah, you're my medicine
(You're medicine)

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Sunday (of the next week,I know you're confused) (I bet you're like 'its Sunday everyday')10:28pm

Jackie's POV

It's been a week since I met Jason.

Its been great we've been hanging out a lot.

I was just leaving his house.

And right when I stepped off his porch, I already missed him.

I like him.

Not really in that way but I like his personality.

He's funny, sweet, and very cute.

I just noticed he looks a lot like Justin.

I really like being around him.

I felt safe.

I felt happy.

My family died two years ago.

And in those two years I never felt happy until now.

He's the nicest person I met.

No one can make me happy as he does.

I went through so much depression over the years.

I was pained.

I was broken.

I was always sad.

I used to cry every night but when I met Jason it changed.

I stopped crying.

I still get sad thoughts but not often.

He's like my medicine.

He took all the pain I had away.

I don't if I like him yet.

It's only been a week since we started talking but I don't know.

He's different not even my ex-boyfriends could make me this happy.

Like I said before being alone does something to you.

I forgot to mention that it makes you forget how to be happy or what it feels like.

It really depends on how long you've been alone.

I've been alone for two years.

I changed a lot.

But now I feel like how I was three years ago.

Happy.

I love being happy.

But I'm afraid.

I'm afraid that if I get too attached something will happen.

Something bad.

Something would stop all this happiness and turn it back to sadness.

I don't want that.

I don't want to be sad again.

But sadly I know it would happen.

I got up my bed and picked up my phone from my couch.

I checked the time.

It was 10:32pm.

I had school.

I sighed loudly and walked back to my bed I grabbed my earphones and put them on and plugged them to my phone.

I turned on the music and pulled the blankets over me.

I closed my eyes and let the music takeover my mind.

Monday 3:56pm

I was walking home again a because my brother forgot to pick me up again.

I was so tired of walking so I sat the bench nearby. I looked around.

The sun was almost starting to set.

The sky was beautiful.

Not very cloudy.

It was really cold.

I lived in Calabasas which is very close to the beach.

And that's why it's so cold here.

I like sitting like this. Just looking around.

The view was breathtaking.

I smiled to my self.

"I love that smile." Jason's voice snapped me out of my thoughts.

"Thanks." I smiled as he sat down next to me.

"Why are you here shouldn't you be home?" He asked.

"I was walking home but I got tired so I just sat down here." I explained.

"Let's go to my house." He suggested.

"Okay." I smiled.

Two Hours Later.

"I have to go." I told Jason. The smile on his face faded and turned into a frown.

"Okay."He sighed.

"l'll see you tomorrow." I said.

"Alright." He smirked.

"Bye."

"Bye!" He called.

Jason's POV

I was so tired.

I missed Jackie already and she just left. I like her. She's amazing.

She's really nice.

I like that.

She absolutely beautiful.

I guess you can say I like her.

But I can't she probably doesn't like me back like that.

She obviously just sees me as a friend.

But I don't really care.

At least we're friends.

I know if I tell her something would happen.

Something bad.

I lost a lot of my family because of this gang.

I lost all my friends.

I don't wanna lose her.

She's my medicine.

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"I think I'm fallingforyou." I whispered to him as if he could hear me.