pained. (Jason McCann)

an encounter

the song for this chapter doesn't not have any words.

an encounter - the 1975
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Saturday 10:47am

Jason's POV

-Dream-

"How could you do that!?" She screamed

"I didn't mean to!" I begged.

"Please I love you!!" I continued.

"No you don't! If you did you won't have done that!" She fought.

"I-I... just please forgive me."

"I can't believe you cheated on me! And you expect me to forgive you!!" She yelled.

She slapped me across my cheek.

She ran out of my house.

And that was the last time I saw her before I saw her three months later.

-End Of Dream-

While I was having the dream, more like nightmare, I heard another voice.

"I think I'm fallingforyou." I think that's what they said.

It sounded like Jackie.

She was sleeping next to me calmly.

She's so beautiful.

Perfect.

Everything a guy would want in a girl.

"Jason?" I heard her soft voice say.

"Yeah."

"I'm gonna go to the bathroom." She said.

I pointed to the right where the bathroom was.

She nodded and went to the bathroom.

Twenty Minutes Later

"Thanks for letting me stay. I really gotta go
now." Jackie said

"Okay, but you have to tell the police soon, okay bye." I told her.

She waved in reply and left through thefront door.

I really didn't want her to go.

I wish she would just tell the police about what happened.

But of she did she has to move somewhere else.

I don't wanna lose her.

I can't lose her.

I just wish there were a better way to tell the police so she won't have to move away.

If she leaves I'll never be happy again.

I am in love with her.

I don't know if she likes me or not.

She might be the one who said 'I think im fallingforyou'.

No one else was there.

Maybe it was her.

I'm sure that if it one of the guys that live here they wouldn't sound exactly like her.

I love everything about her.

Her smile.

Her laugh.

Her eyes.

Her lips.

God, I just want to kiss them so badly.

Her personality.

Her.

I love her.

I hope she loves me.

Just tell her then.

But what if she doesn't even like me back.

She will, trust me.

Do you really think she would like me?

Yes.

Are you sure?

Yes!

Alright I'll tell her tomorrow.

Don't think you're no good because you're a very good person.

How would you know? You're me. We're the same person. You are me and I am you.

Yes I am. But I know you and me more than anything.

I'm talking to myself. There definitely something wrong with me.

What do you mean? There's nothing wrong with that. It's a good thing. It's a good way of earning you're own trust. Everybody does it. I'm sure Jackie does.

But what if I ask her out and she says no?

She won't. God dammit Jason! She likes you back!

But what if it doesn't work out? What if I do something wrong?

It will. And if you do we will do everything to get her back, understand.

Alright. I believe you.

//

Then, something beautiful happened, I met you. The most amazing person in the world. You made me so happy. And I love you. I love you so much. You changed everything.