chapter 4

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sorry this story has been so short. IDK how to extend them right now but I'll try harder. Vot and comment your opinions please.

                                                                  CHAPTER 5 :)

My phone kept beeping and i wasn't ble to ignore it anymore. I growled but opened it anyways. DAMn 50 messages and all from Ron-Ron. All saying I'm sorry....please forgive me I was stupid....I guess i was jealous. I read through all okf them. I texted him and told him i forgave him. Minute later he responded.

-I'm so sorry i need to tell u something its important will you meet me?????-R

-yea ok wen?"-me

-Rite now..meet at the park-r

-k omw 

( for tose who aren't txted crazed like me omw means ( on my way)

I hoped in the shower aand got dressed in mywhite tank and sandals and jean short shorts.

i looked at the clock it read 12:00pm. Damn this was the latest I've ever slept, I'm usually an early riser. As i drove my mind kept going to Ronny.

Why was he in such a hurry what does he wanna tell me? Is he ok?

i parked and headed to the little creek Ronny and I met when we were little. I saw him sitting there tossing rocks.

"Ron?" He looked at me and i saw pain regret and he looked nevous. Why is he nervous? 

"Hey Kat..I-I gotta tell you something." he looked scared. okay now he's scaring me.

"Ron-Ron whats wrong?'' 

" you have to promise not to get mad or run away ok. j-just hear me out." i nodded. Great now he's making me nervous.

he grabbed my hands in his and sighed.

"I-I uh I'mnotgay" he mumbled his words were jumbled all together so I couldn't understand him. 

"what?"

" imnotgay" he's reallt being difficult.

"what about hay" he shook his head

"no Im' not...." he cleared his throat. " gay" What the hell did he just say?

i pulled my hands from his.

"w-what i don't understand you- i " i started to stutter. OMG WAIT HE SAW ME NAKED. Oh hell this is embarrassing. 

"you you saw me naked. You lied was this some sick bet or something?!"

"No. Kat i-"

" no its Katerina." i said venom in my voice how could he lie we were suppose to be best friends. My chest ached and i started to feel dizzy.

" why?"

he looked at me confusingly " why what?"

"why did you do it?" 

" so i could get close to you" 

"what i don't understand we are close I've known you since well forever. as long as i can remember"

"yea we were ,but in middle school you started to drift apart but when i told you i was 'gay' we became even closer and i wanted to stop pretending but i was scared you'd never want to talk to me again''

I was pissed. i felt so stupid.

" YOU IDIOT YOU DON'T THINK I WOULD BE MAD NOW! I FEEL SO STUPID HOW COULD YOU LIE TO ME AND TO THINK I WAS IN LOVE WITH YOU! THE STUPID THING IS I STILL AM AND I REGRET IT. I TRUSTED YOU. I LET YOU SEE ME NAKED . I BELIEVED YOU WERE THE ONLY PERSON WHO WOULDN'T LIE TO ME. " i was crying. i couldn't take it i ran.

               RONNY"S POV

" YOU IDIOT YOU DON'T THINK I WOULD BE MAD NOW! I FEEL SO STUPID HOW COULD YOU LIE TO ME AND TO THINK I WAS IN LOVE WITH YOU! THE STUPID THING IS I STILL AM AND I REGRET IT. I TRUSTED YOU. I LET YOU SEE ME NAKED . I BELIEVED YOU WERE THE ONLY PERSON WHO WOULDN'T LIE TO ME. " 

Wait she loves me?  she was crying and i wated so bad just to hold he but before i knew it she ran.

"kat wait" i ran after her.

how could i be so stupid . I loved her and now she doesn't want anything to do with me. the only reason i did this was to get close to her again.

* flash back ( middle school 8th graders)*

 I watched as she was walking down the hallway laughing with her new friends. i was jealous maybe-

"hey Kat" i yelled when she walked right pass me. She  looked at me then just kept walking. I need to find a way to get close to her again. 

"it would be so cool to have a gay friend i love them" i girl next to me said as she was talking with another. they both smiled and nodded.

" i agree so much better than most girls." A plan started to form in my head. 

*end of flashback* still Ronny's POV

i was coming close to her and then i jumped her. i grabbed her wrist and held her still by locking me legs on each side of her legs.

"let me GO!!!!" she was still crying and i felt really bad . damn i am so stupid , but i couldn't help myself i needed to be closer i needed her smiles i needed her,

" Kat listen-"

she cut me off "  NO ITS KATERINA TO YOU!" the sound of her voice mad me flinch. she's really angry. i looked in her eyes and saw hurt. Dammit it wasn't suppose to be this way.

"FINE KATERINA -"

"LET ME GO I HATE YOU I HATE YOU RON-"

"OH SHUT THE HELL UP! Damn Kat let me explain" she opened her mouth to say something but i gave her the angriest look i could and she shut up.

i sighed and  relaxed a little " thank you. I wanted to say I'm sorry for hurting you and i promise not to ever EVER lie to you again i only did it because i wanted to get closer to you. I..love you Kat since the moment i met you and don't get it mixed up i loved you in the real way not that brother and sister crappy way. i love the way your not afraid to laugh loud or show how you feel. I love the way you express yourself through drawing. I love the way your eyes brighten when you get the simplest things like a brownie with chocolate chips in it. I love the way you are funny and kind. I love the way you dance your ass of. I love you and I've loved you since we were 5 and met in this spot. I know i was wrong and i hope you can forgive me because a life without you would kill me."

She look at me and frowned " can i get up now?" thats all she had to say?! i nodded though and reluctantly got off of her.

She brushed herself off and walked towards me. Her face turned to anger and she slapped me.

KATERINA'S POV

I slapped him as hard as i could. He was shocked.  good you deserve it. 

" i guess i deserved that" i narrowed my eyes and looked at him.

"yea and you deserve this to" he closed his eyes ready to take what i was going to do , but instead of hitting him i stood on my tippie toes and kissed him on the lips and hugged him.

" you also deserved that for being the sweetest guy i ever met. and I love you too"

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warning its not over there is stilll more drama to write muahahahahahahahahahaha

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