Thoughts that come to mind

Love me, Love me not

You kept running away,
I kept hoping that you'd stay,
I was always running after you,
but you had someone else you were running to.

I always knew I never had anything that would make you stay,
I always knew your heart was in another place.
Can you blame me for trying?
After all, you always made me feel like love was undying.

Why is it so hard to let go?
Why is the pain increasing and time going by so slow?
Why did you get to know me?
Why did you go when I never wanted you to leave?

I need answers,
I need you,
all I'm left with is anger,
but you can call it misery too.

I like to think that you're happy,
but can't wrap my head around the fact that it's without me.
The truth is the truth that I don't want,
and I knew how this was going to end from day one
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